Junkyu
I'm now at the dance practice room together with jihoon. I'm trying my best to improve my skills in dancing because I know I'm lacking.
Jihoon is my best friend so he knows a lot about me also the things that I'm lacking.
"1, 2, 3 go"
"you're the only one treasure"
It's our comeback on our first full album and I'm really trying hard. It's been 5 hours since I started. I look at my watch and saw that it was already 10 pm, the guys were not here since morning because its a holiday and we're given time to do what we want to do.
"okay, let's stop now kyu, you're good to go. You need to rest too" jihoon said while tidying his stuffs. And I just sit on the floor and low down my head.
"what's the problem kyu?" jihoon notices me.
"oh it's nothing, I'm just really tired" I excused but I know he will not buy it.
"oh come on kyu, I know you from head to toe. Tell me. Tell me what's bothering you?"
"I think I already know" he added.
"it's a not about Mashiho" he stopped and sit beside me.
"it's about Haruto, right?" how did he know? We really are best friends.
"yeah, it's about Haruto. Lately he's been really attached to me. He's always clinging to me, he's always calling me and taking care of me like how I did to mashi. He's been confusing me" I sighed and looked down.
"yah, you're oblivious here. but wait what are you trying to imply that you always think about himyand not mashi? Is it like that?" he said while his hands was in his head like he was thinking.
"uuh yeah, he's been on my mind always and sometimes I tend to forget that mashi is always waiting for me" I'm going crazy right now. I ruffled my hair.
"so you mean to say that Haruto already replaces Mashiho over your heart?" he said while looking at me.
"it's started like this when one time I was waiting for Mashiho outside their dorm because we will having a date but then he forgot. He always forgot. Its the third time in this month. I was angry that time so I yelled at him and walk away. I know what I did was wrong for yelling at him and didn't give him time to explain but I don't know, I'm hurt" a tear fall from my eyes.
"and then tomorrow we have our recording for mnet awards, I got really jealous of dobby and him. Mashiho didn't talk not look at me. I wanted to talk to him but he just keep on clinging on dobby. I burst and walked out" I added and tears suddenly running out of my eyes.
"yah, don't cry about it okay. You're not the junkyu I know if you're crying like this. Stop that. You should smile the way you used to." he said while giving me tissue.
"but what about Haruto?"
"when Mashiho keeps on ignoring me and goes to dobby, haruto takes care of me. He saw me crying the other night and he said that whatever happens he'll protect me and make me happy, and he always do that. Every time" I said.
Jihoon put his arms around me and pats my head.
"you're confused right? Don't think too much about it. I know you're very attrached to Haruto right now from what I've seen on the past few days but consider again on talking to Mashiho, he might get the wrong idea of the two of you. You still love him, I know that. Okay. Smileeee junkyu " he stretches my lips and that makes me smile
" oh see, you look good when you smile. Smile because dobby might steal Mashiho from you" he said while smirking. Then he run.
I stand up and started to chase him.
"YAH, PARK JIHOON"
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Sorry for the typos I'm just a new writer 🤧
