Mashiho
I know something is off lately. Especially Junkyu and Haruto since I know them very well. And I guess I'm too much, too much that junkyu can't handle me anymore. The way I make him chase me all the time make me feel that he's fading away even though I know that Haruto won't do it, won't get Junkyu get away from me but I think I'm wrong. I've been to confident.
I think I need to get a grip of myself so that I could save myself and this relationship.
I need to call someone who can feel and understand me.
I dialled someone on my phone.
"yoonbin hyung"
"oh mashi, what happen? you sound so gloomy." he spoke on the other line.
"am I too much to handle?" I replied nearly crying.
"did you talk about this to junkyu?" he answered.
"h-hyung, I think that I've been too much for him and I'm thinking that I should confront him or Haruto if something is going on between the two of them"
"mashi, be calm okay. Both you and junkyu are great, you have an amazing chemistry, a lovely couple, don't let your worries and problems crush your love between. Talk to the both of them calmly. Sort it out, don't let your anger control you okay?" he talked calmly.
"hyung, how did you sort out your feelings and friendship before with jihoonie hyung and Hyunsuk hyung?" I asked.
"sorry if this question is too much" I added.
"no it's okay, both jihoon and I talk about what happen and if he still happy to be with me and he says that he's happier being with Hyunsuk hyung, knowing me I tend to let go the people who hurted me for me to heal myself and I've been friends with them until now but my situation is different from yours okay? Trust Junkyu, he loves you more than anything else." he stated.
" thank you hyung, and I missed you"
"I missed all of you too, okay gotta go mashi, take care" he answered.
"yes hyung, you too" I ended the call.
That talk with yoonbin hyung made me realize that I should let my worries and doubt take over my heart and mind.
It's time to stop the chase and face them. I need to go to Junkyu's room.
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Haruto
I'm here in the living room and I've been thinking about talking to Junkyu hyung to clear things between us. I need to talk to him.
I slowly walk to his room and knock.
"hyung? Are you there? Can we talk?"
The door open slowly revealing hyung in his pajama, looks like he's been asleep.
"sorry to disturb you hyung, but can I talk to you?" I asked.
"oh sure, get inside ruto" he said while yawning.
"take a seat" he added.
I've been looking on his wall to see a picture of 12 of us and a picture of them, Mashiho hyung and Junkyu hyung. I see how much he love that small hyung.
"what are we going to talk about, ruto?" he asked.
"hyung, thank you and sorry." I said.
"for what ruto?" he asked confusingly.
"sorry for disturbing your relationship, for thinking that you didn't love mashi hyung enough, that I can replace him, that I can be better than him for you" I said calmly while holding his hands.
"sorry for taking advantage of you when you are in fight with mashi hyung, I'm really sorry, im so terrible for doing that" junkyu hyung is just silent which makes me nervous.
"no ruto, I should be sorry to you too since I make you feel that your my boyfriend, for treating you the way I treat mashi, I shouldn't do that but I know we're both hurt and guess what, we realize our mistake now and I'm so glad that we can resolve each others issues now"he said and smile.
"hyung, thank you so much for understanding, thank you for being there when woo and I broke up and I realize that I still love him that, he still matters to me the most" I said.
And with that I hug him knowing that we clear this problems. He hug me too, like a brotherly hug.
"go to your room now, ruto. Talk to woo tomorrow morning. Okay?" he said.
He was leading me through the door when I suddenly yelled that made him look at me and I'm now on top of him.
Oh sucks, the table wirings on the floor is such a crap.
"well, I think we need a break Kim Junkyu"
Oh, hell. It was mashiho hyung's voice, and he suddenly run.
I stand immediately and look at hyung's face in horror. What did I do again?
