Insecurity

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(A/N: play song when it tells you to <3)

I wake up to the sun shining in. Ughh I feel like shit. I sit up and try to stand but I end up falling.

"Fuck!" I blurt out

"You okay down there Y/n?"

"Fuck off Ron!"

He chuckles. Fucking idiot. I get up, my legs shaking and make my way to the bathroom to change. Once I finish getting ready I get out and see Ron still laying in bed.

"Get up Ron, we, have to practice"

"Can't we cuddle?" he asks.

"Ew no. Don't make me gag"

"I did last night" he says smirking my face turning red

"Shut up! I'm gonna, find Hermione, so get ready so we can practice" I say opening the door and leaving. God he's a fucking git.

I walk into the common room and see Hermione and Harry practicing on their guitars.

"Hey guys" I say rubbing my eyes

"Hey Y/n. How was last night?" Harry says.

"What do you mean"

"Well Ron did sleep with you huh?"

"Oh yeah! We just slept nothing else!"

"Really?"

I nod quickly. I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist pulling me close to them.

"I had fun last night bunny" he says

"Bunny?!" Hermione says. Both Harry and Hermione are dying laughing. My face turns a deep shade of red.

"SHUT UP! AND DON'T CALL ME BUNNY RON!" I yell.

"Ahh, you love it" he says kissing my neck. Fuck.

"Not here Ron" I whisper

"Fine" he lets go and sits down on the couch

I sit next to him and he puts his hand my thigh. Fucking git.

"Hey Y/n. Can you sing the first verse for us? So we can match it up"

"Oh yeah sure"

"Okay. one, two, three" and they start playing

"Oh, oh‚ stick it down your throat
I'm watching from the bathroom making sure I don't
Choke‚ choke from the words you spoke
When you're screaming at the mirror"

"Now you're sitting in the cafeteria
Shoving clementines and orange bacteria
Down your throat a dozen times or near‚ yeah
Fooling those around of your bulimia" I finish and the guitars stop.

"How was it?"

"Brilliant Y/n. We're gonna win for sure" Harry says.

"Y/n?"

"Yes Ron?"

"Is the song about-"

"God. Yes Ron it's about my bulimia. I decided to write it to spread the message and want people to know they're not alone out there" I say tearing up.

"God. Don't cry Y/n" Ron says pulling me close. I hold my tears back just enjoying the moment.

"We're gonna win guys. I'll make sure of it!" I say smiling.

THE DAY OF THE BATTLE OF THE BANDS

Today is the battle of the bands. I'm kind of scared since I do have stage fright but I have to fight through it. For Harry. So he can win.

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