The Fools [DISCONTINUED :(]

Addiction

I wake up to the sound of the birds chirping in the distance. I get out of bed and head to the bathroom. I take a look at myself in the mirror almost throwing up to the sight of how I look.

I'm fucked up. I thought.

I decide to not put any makeup on since I couldn't give two shits about what I look like. I'm already in a depressive state. I've had the symptoms since my father....raped me.

My mum never took me to a psychologist or a doctor for that because she said that she knew I didn't have depression. That it was all just in my head. With my eating disorder as well. But i'm thankful I got over that.

My mum blamed what happened on me but, once we got to court she knew it wasn't my fault. Whenever I would come home for Holidays to my mum's house she'd always have the local paper. I'd read it sometimes.

Reading about all the young girls that experienced the same thing I did. That they never got their justice. I'm extremely grateful that my dad is far away from me and my mum.

I put my uniform on and grab my wand heading out the door into the common room.

I see Hermione and Harry.

"Hey guys" I say slightly smiling

They turn back to me, no expression on their faces. They turn away from me and continue their conversation.

"Um guys?"

"Can't you see we're busy Y/n?" Hermione says.

"Oh, sorry" I say and walk out of the common room.

What the fuck is their problem? I didn't even say three words to them and they're already mad at me. I couldn't even think of what I could've done to make them mad. I-

Damn it.

I feel the impact of the floor as I get loss in my thoughts.

"Watch where you're going Y/n"

"What's your problem Draco?" I say getting up

"Don't you ever just shut up? Oh and don't bother talking to me again. This thing is over. You repaid me and made Ron jealous. That was the deal." he says. And with that he left.

Whatever!

I continue walking down the hallway and approach the stairs. I walk down them almost hitting the bottom until I feel someone trip me and my face plants into the ground.

What the fuck?!

I look up slightly.

"Whoops sorry Y/n. You were in the way" Ron says laughing.

God what's his problem?! Why is everyone acting like a total dick to me today.

I get up and feel liquid trickling down my nose. I whip it a bit with my fingers seeing the red liquid. Fuck.

"Excuse me miss?" a voice calls out

"Huh?"

"Uhm are you okay. I saw you trip and- Oh we should take you to the nurse"