i walk in my room....i sit on my bed....what all happen....the kiss with Johnson than this with Nate....but they hate me.....i cant be with them....i must hate them...i walk in the shower... after the shower i walk out and went sleeping.....
Next Morning
i woke up...i stand up and grab my clothes(on pic)....i put eyeliner mascara on and lipstick...i put shoes on and grab my back pack and drive to school...i park my car...i walk in the school and hug tegan cam and nash ....than i see Johnson gilinsky sammy and nate....Its hurt to look at them....i get angry...i walk to my looker and take my Books....i see how Gilinsky & Wilkinson how they bullied a guy....i walk to them and push them away from the guy....and slapped them.....i help the guy up and walk with him away....
Taylor : Thank you Karina
me: Nothing to thanks
i kiss taylors check and walk away to my class room....i sit next to Johnson and nate....i open my books and put my glasses on....i look out the window...something broke inside me....its was my heart....i feel how tears fall down my face.....i remember how we break the friendship....i throw the books down and run out the school....i feel somebody run after me.... i run on the road....
Nate: Karina !!!!!!! Stop !!!
Johnson run to me amd push me away from the road......than a car came.....and Jack laid on the street.....
me: JACK!!
i run to him.....i fall on the knees....i take his hand in mine.....
me: jack !! Jack !! Open your eyes please..... Jack !!!
the ambulance came and taje jack with them......i just stand on the road and look after the ambulance......all students looked at me.....tears fall down my face......its my fault.....i feel that somebody grab my arm and walk with me away.....but i don't move.....Nate care me in the school....i cry in his chest.....
me: its my fault.....
nate: shhh dont cry ...
me: its my fault
nate: its not....
me: ITS MY FAULT THAT MY BEST FRIEND LAID IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL AT MY PLACE DO YOU THINK ITS NOT MY FAULT OH SHUT THE FUCK UP MALOLEY I HATE YOU SO MUCH !! YOU ARE FAULT WHYWE ARENT FRIEND MORE CAUSE YOU JUST NEEDED 2 STUPID GIRL WHO DO EVERYTHING WITH YOU !!! BUT JOHNSON WAS DIFFERENT THAN YOU SAMMY OR GILINSKY.... YOU HAVE BREAK MY FRIENSHIP WITH HIM I WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM !!! AND I STILL LOVE HIM !! ..... I just hate you so much ..... but we will see us a second time.....than i will break you.....
i walk out the school and drive to the hospital.... i see Mrs&Mr Johnson.....i walk to them.... they hug me....
me: how he feel ?
Mrs.Johnsom: the doctors says he is fine but they dont let us in cause they are in....
6 hours later....
i sit on a chair....i looked at the pics by me and Johnson.....
the doctor come out....
Doctor: Mrs.&Mr.Johnson ?
Mrs.&Mr: Yes ?
Doctor you can go in but not long....
Mrs johnson : thank you
mr johnson : Come karina...
we walk in and ww see jack he laid with scares on his face.... i open my mouth....i get tears in the eyes.....
Mrs johnson : how you feel jack ?
JJ: Fine mom
Mr Johnson : somebody want to see you too jack
JJ: who ?
than his mom get away of the way...and i take a step before.... i see how jack get shocked but than he smile....i walk to his bed.... i take his hand in mine..... my tears fall down and on his hand....
JJ: Mom dad can you leave?
Mrs Johnson : Sure..
they walk out....
me: im so sorry jack its my fault.... i must laid here now not you..,
JJ: Its not your fault its the car drivers fault i just safe you
me: but why.... its where better when i get the crash...
JJ: No than i would hate myself when you get in the crash....Ugh Karina its just so i was in love with you for a very long time...when we get To be best friends but i couldn't said that you cause i though you don't love me back...
me: jack...
JJ: ik its sucks with this Fucking fight but my heart still belong to you...
i whipped my tears away... i was in love with him too....
me: Jack...
JJ: No matter i knew you didn't loved me back so yeah
me: I lov you too....
JJ: you just said that cause i safe you
me: No jack .... i really love you.....
JJ: I don't believe you that i just think now that you just want said that cause im Famo-
i cut him off with a kiss.... our lips moved sync to each other....he put his hand on my neck and pull me closer.... and made the kiss deeper....
