i was in the shower.....i feel how much of memories come up....
with my family problems with my dad.....i break in tears out...... i hear how the front door slammed......i cry again.....i take my blade....qand cut my arms.....much of blood come out...... i cry harder.....and cut again and again.....
after a hour
i walk out the bathroom.....i take my crop top and a hot pants.....i dont wear a bra.... i walk in my bed and went sleeping..... jackj dont sais bye or something....
Next Morning
I stand up and take my black leggings amd a white very short crop top i make my hair in a messybun and walk down......i take my sport shoes and walk jogging..... i hear music..... i feel how its start to raining.... i jogging to my house back....i walk in and check my phone i get a message by Cameron " hey bestie njust wanna ask do you going to my Movie premier ? " i answer " im sorry cam i dont come..."
cam text me nit back...... i walk in my bathroom and walk in the shower...after the shower i take my black long dress out.... (like on pic) i make my make up and my hair ..... andnput him on.....my boobs was perfect in it ....i put the dress on and look in tye mirror... perfect.... i call a limousine..... i take my phone and made a picture and post it in insta "Perfect for the premier You dont know it but i will surprise you ily " i hear the door knocked I walk down and open the door and see the limousine.... i walk to the limousine and the mann open the door for me i sit in the limousine and we drive to the premiere.....i walk out and walkmon the red carpet i see Cameron standing with tegan nash johnson gilinsky Wilkinson and Maloley and other guys.... than the paparazzi notice me.....they start took pictures of me.... i see how the other turn to me.... i see how the boys smile and tegan turn Cams head around that he see me.....i see how he get tears in his eyes.... i walk to him.... and hug him tightly......he pulll me closer to him...... and he kiss my forehead..... the paparazzi made lots of pictures nd we walk in the cinema....i sit next to cam and Nash.... i see a Boy like the nerd Taylor of my high school.... its was Taylor he changes..... I smile at him.... he look at me and smile too,,,than me and nash change the places and i sit next to taylor....
me: Taylor Caniff the school nerd ? its not more the school nerd
Taylor : Thank you Beauty....its all because of you that i change you said i should believe in myself so i did it ....
me: aww tay your cute ..
i kiss his cheek and see how he blushed hard..... johnson caught.... i turn around and see him Gilinsky sammy and nate..... i give them a smile and turn again around.... than the movie start....i feel how johnson make his Suit jacket on my shoulder.....i look at him and smile..... he lean down and kiss me....
Movie end
All stand up and clapped their hands ....i see how cameron walked on the stage.....
Cameron : Thanks you so much guys and i want to said thank you for my Girlfriend babe your the best thing in my life.... to my Boy best friends Nash matt nate sammy hayes taylor gilinsky johnson carter aaron your the best guys.... & The biggest Thankyou i want said to my Bestie Karina gray !!! i dont have see her 6 months and see said first she dont come but than she come.... i love you all so much and thank you for my Fans !!!!
he walk to us and we hug him.... we walk out the cinema... jackj take my hand and we walk to his car.... the paparazzi made lots of pictures of us..... than i see fans.... i stop jackj looked at me.... i walk to the fans and made selfies with them and jackj come too
