2 years later
me and nate was happy together.....me and alexia laid on the couch and we watch tv....than nate come in.....
Alexia : Daddy !!!!
nate: Princess
she jump on his arms.....i stayed on the couch....i was mad at nate....we had a fight yesterday si we ignored us... i stand up and walk to our bedroom.... i take my Victoria Secret bra and panties and walk in the shower.... i hear how the before door closed..... after the shower i walkout the shower and put the white bra on and the panties.... i make smokey eyes and curl my hair and than i put my angel wings on....i send a pic to nate ....
*me:Sorry Daddy what's happen "*
*Nate: im with the boys babe you cant send me it !!*
*me: i can do what i want babee *
*Nate: im coming home and where you get the angel wings?*
*Me: Babe you must know im a model with Tegan like for 4 year and come nooow *
*Nate: im driving !!! *
*me: be safe *
i put my phone away.... the door knocked..... nate drive fast.....i take a shirt my nate and walk down and open the door.... i see my ex boyfriend the father of alexia..
me: what you doing here david !!
david: only you baby
he pushed me against the wall and kissed me....he make his hands pn my boobs and squeeze them....i moan and he slipped his tongue in my mouth.... i try to push him away but he was to strong....
nate: what the fuck !!
me: babe let me explain !!
Nate: fuck you !!! we are over !!! bitch
me: nate please just listen to me !!!
nate: why i should listen to you !!! you are here with a other guy and ypu probably wanted to fuck him !!!!
David : Nice to meet you im the dad by Alexia and you are ?
nate: ouhh Karina now i get it !! bye slut !!!
Me: nate please....
i take his hand....
nate: let me !!
me: damn it nate !!! no i love you not him !!! please...
nate: about that you should think first when you cheat on me !!!!
than he leave.....i looked after his car....
i looked at david he smirked....i push him out my house and slammed the door....i start cry.....i take my skinny jeans and a White crop top.... i wash the make up away.....i looked at the mirror.... than i looked at the razor.... i take the razor in my hand and cut.....i cry and cut deeper..... i feel how i get weaker.....i whipped the blood away and hide the cuts with a banished...... i walk down i put my shoes on and take my keys and drive to nates Mother.... i knew that alexia was there....i park my car and see nates car.... i feel how tears come up... i whipped them away....i walk to the door..... i take a deep breath and knocked the door.... nate open it....his eyes was fire red.... he have cry.... i feel pain at my wrist... i grab my wrist and look at my hand and see full with blood... i hide it fast
me: i want take alexia home
nate: Karina what you have do ?
me: i want take alexia home nate
nate : show me your wrist
me: can you damn give me alexia....
i feel how i was weak on knees.... i fall on my knees.... i close my eyes and start cry....nate picked me up.... and carry me in..... in his old room....he put me on his bed and clean my cuts..... and kissed them and made a new banished around them.... nate hug me.... i hug him back and cry in his shoulder.... he rubbed my back...and kissed my forehead.... alexia come in the room.... than she run to me on the bed and she get between us.... she make her little arms around our necks and pull us closer...
alexia : i love you mommy & i love you Daddy
me&nate: we love you too princess
we looked at us... and i pecked his lips... than alexia walk out the room.... and nate take my hand....
nate: never do that again babe....
me: im sorry.... i have try to push him but he was to strong....
nate: its okay.... you and alexia are my everythings...
me: i love you
nate: i love you too...
i kissed him.... i get on his lap.... he kissed me back...
