Love is Death

Shit is starting

"Fuck I keep getting damn messages about Peyton"! I said throwing my phone "aye calm down" Peyton said catching my phone, he read my phone, he laughed "um here your phone" he said planting my phone in my hand. We froze in that position he started smiling "later" he said releasing slowly "yea bye" I said gazing at him. I saw him talking to Clare, I sighed, and walked away but I saw Peyton glance at me.
I was reading more messages when I got home "get the fuck over peyton"! "Why do you like Peyton" "leave Peyton alone you slut" "ew your a whore Peyton does not belong to you"!
I stopped reading them, this is shit I thought. My phone buzzed, "ugh shut the fuck up"! I said looking at my phone "OMG PEYTON MESSAGED"! I said screaming I read the message *hey I'm sorry about all the messages you've been getting lets talk after school* I smiled I replied back *oh haha it's cool, and oh um okay* he replied with winkie face *bye*
I got to school, I opened my locker a note fell out I read it *ew little fucker get over Peyton* I threw it away "people giving shit again" Alli said "yep the usual" I said frowning "oh damn sorry. Well I'll catch you later" Allie said waving bye. "Hey" Peyton said waving, I smiled and waved "ew little fucker" a girl said flipping me off, I turned around I snuffed her and hit her shoulder and walked away.
"Man she's cute and hot and nice but she annoys so much ugh I hate her with a passion" I heard Peyton say "come on she's not that bad" I heard another voice they all sounded the same "I'd fuck her" I walked over to the voice "Peyton" I said crossing my arms "ohhh damn the bad little bitch is here" A boy said "oh hey Tay" he said coming to hug me, I resisted "what's your problem" he said giving me attitude "what's my problem! Oh I'd fuck her"! I said pushing him "oh you heard that" he said rubbing his neck "gosh maybe you've been sending me those messages" I said walking away.
"Leave Peyton a lone" the same girl said "piss off"! I said "haha ohhh the bad little slut strikes back I'm shaking" she said sarcastically "haha of course you'd know what a slut is, how many boys have you screwed with this year, ten"? I said giving an evil smirk "Taylor enough"! Peyton said picking me up, he took me somewhere private "aye put me down"! I said angrily (I was actually kinda smiling inside) "relax" he said putting me down, I tried running but he grabbed me "no I need to talk you" he said looking at me "look I know you probably hate me like everyone else because you said that stuff and-" he kissed me. He was still kissing me until, "Taylor you slut"! Clare shouted Peyton stopped kissing me and just looked at me "sorry" he said looking at me innocently, I smiled, he laughed "bye taylor" he said kissing me again "I love you" he whispered and walked away with Clare. "Oh damn how I fucking love him"! I said
I was looking at my outfit in the mirror a black crop top, low waist shorts a black flannel around my waist and black vans. I thought to my self "he can't love me"..... I dropped to the floor and picked up a blade and slid it across my others cuts......