Cascade | Jade A. Thirlwall |

Chapter two

"Oh, you got it!" Leigh said as s Perrie had just caught a piece of popcorn in her mouth. Currently, we were all sitting in our hotel room, having some fun before going to sleep, though I doubt we ever will. Highly unlikely given it's 3 am and we are all wide awake, some of us getting tipsy. Me in particular. 

"Can we please go to sleep? We have a plane to catch in the morning, and I want to go to sleep before Camille is drunk." Jesy said.

Upon hearing my name, I turned around to look at who said it, and when she saw me she quickly rolled her eyes and fell back on the bed. "Never mind, it's too late." I heard her say. Oh well, I laughed and stumbled on the bed next to her, ignoring the chaos of the other three around me. 

"You're supposed to be drunk with me, I know you can't handle that chaos sober. Plus, we can sleep when we're dead! Or on the plane tomorrow, either way, it's better than now." I said, probably louder than I needed to, while I took another sip of beer. 

Jesy laughed and took the bottle from my hands, and we both sat up on the bed to see exactly what the others were doing. For some reason, they were now throwing fruit at the wall? I have no idea where they got the idea, but either way, it's happening right this very moment. 

We were up for maybe another hour and a half before we all crashed and fell asleep all over the place. Me and jesy in one of the beds, Leigh in the other, while Perrie and Jade were on the floor somewhere.

And of course, without a doubt, the next day all of us woke up with headaches and an unhappy stomach, me feeling the worst. 

"God, what were we thinking last night" Leigh muttered as she went into the bathroom. I look around to see smashed fruit all over the wall and the floor near it, and when I look at Perrie she had a disappointing look on her face while also staring at the wall.

"Does anyone know who started the fruit throwing last night? I'm gonna need some answers." Perrie asked aloud, to which I shrugged and hid under the covers.

"I don't know babe, but it sure looks like we had fun" Jade responded. Just hearing her voice put a weird look on my face. 

"Correction, you had fun. Me and Jesy were much happier to sit back and watch you destroy the room and get us in trouble. Don't group us in with your idiocy." I said to Jade with a sour look on my face, not really sure why.

"Please, you're just sorry you missed out." She responded angrily.

"Missed out on what exactly? Making a mess and being stupid? Yeah, I definitely missed out for sure."

"Fuck off, Camille. Stop taking out your anger on me."

"Well, that's hard sweetheart, given that the only anger I have inside me is caused by you." I nearly shouted.

"Well if you weren't such a dick all the time then maybe I wouldn't-"

"Girls! Shut it!" Perrie shouted before Jade could go any further with her accusation. We both scowled and walked away from each other, not bothering to go any further.

After that, we stayed quiet, just getting ready to go to the airport. We were currently in Tennessee; however, in three hours we would be leaving for Boston. We all got dressed and ready, most of us wearing shorts or leggings of some kind. 

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Perrie and I walked hand in hand to Starbucks just around the corner of the hotel, when she started to say something.

"What the hell was that all about? With you and Jade? You two were never like that, what happened?" She asked.

"To be completely honest, I have no idea what happened. We, for some reason, just can't stand each other anymore. It annoys the shit out of me that she won't just return to her old self, I don't even know who she is anymore." I responded back, almost in a confessing manner.

"You know, as far as anyone else can see, she hasn't changed at all, only towards you." Well gee, thanks Pez, that makes me feel better. I give her a look that basically says my thought, and she of course rolls her eyes at me. Though she continues:

"I'm Sorry! But I know that you know it's true. And I hate it! And I know you hate it too! I can't stand seeing you guys like this. You have to push yourself to do something about it. It's for your own good, and you know it." 

"Who knew such an idiot could hold such wise words." I thought out loud, to which she laughed and pulled me out of the hot air and inside of the Starbucks. 

"Look, I just want you both to be happy. You know that. But it's really obvious that not having each other is taking a big toll on the both of you." She spoke to me in a calm manner. 

I nod back to her thinking to myself about Jade, and what I could have done wrong that would make her hate me like this. But the worst part is that, after her hating me for so long, I'm starting to feel the same kind of hatred toward her. And it kills me. It kills me that I let her get to me and that I let myself go. I don't want to hate her. Not one bit. But right now, she's making it increasingly harder for me not to hate her, and I don't know how to make it stop.

These thoughts consume me for a while until I try to distract myself by doing random things, but once I get on the plane I just can't stop. No matter how hard I try, for the life of me, I cannot stop.

 I can't stop thinking about her.