Fiona Goode x Reader - Lucky one

Travel Memories

After road tripping through a few smaller countries of Europe you finally made it to South France. You decided to skip Paris, the big city of love just didn't seem like the right place for you. Fiona loved Paris, when you spent the night together and she was quite drunk she used to talk about being in Paris with you, walking along the seine going on fancy dinners. As you arrive in a bigger city you take in the beautiful view from your little hotel balcony. You can see two big bridges and a few houses ahead and a beautiful cathedral. The sun is setting and the water reflects the warm summer sun. After unpacking you just started walking. You don't know where you are headed yet. As you stroll through the little streets you find a liquor store so you decide to get some wine. By a nearby market you buy some strawberries. You take a stroll along the river and eventually sit down by a little bench just taking the beautiful view in. You eat some of your strawberries and as the delicious sweet taste hits your mouth you can't help but smile. It's the little things that make you happy these days. By the time your bottle of wine is finished it's late at night and it is now dark. You lie down on the bench and stare at the stars. One is shining particularly bright and although you think its a bit cheesy you think of Fiona. One part of you always convinced yourself that she is looking down on you probably a bit jealous that you are traveling through these places. 

Your desire for traveling was actually inspired by Fiona. She would share her memories with you and listening to all the beautiful places she has been in caused a longing inside you. Especially after her passing you wanted to experience the same joy, see the same places she used to see and kind of complete her journey. You have no idea whether you can call you both a couple. One night after dancing to records and smoking everything was cloudy. You had way too much to drink and you had no control of what was happening anymore. Suddenly you found yourself in Fionas room on her bed. The supreme was just staring at your eyes and your lips. You remember as you opened your eyes you thought you were dreaming. But you were not dreaming, it was actually you and Fiona in her bed just laughing at random things that she said. You loved her beautiful laugh, it was raspy and you adored it. Next thing you know Fiona kissed you and you feel her soft lips on you. She tasted of bourbon and Marlboros. Everything happened so quickly and next thing you know you wake up the next morning with the biggest hangover. Fiona wasn't there anymore she was away again for a few days and no one knew where she was. The supreme would often do this and just disappear out of everyones lives  You hated it, you never knew where she was, if she was okay and when or if she would come back. It made you feel awful but at the same time you figured how hard it would have been for Cordelia to go through these moments her entire life.

After Fiona returned a few days later she seemed different again, she wasn't the sweet woman who was giggling in her bed with you and kissing you passionately she was cold and harsh. She would shout at the witches or Cordelia when they did something wrong. She would never treat you like this though, she was soft and gentle with you. Only after a few weeks you found out where Fiona would go when she left the coven. She met a man. One day you were walking through the streets of New Orleans and saw her enter an apartment complex. You followed her and peaked around the corner of the hallway seeing her kiss an older man with grey hair dressed in a suit. Your heart shattered into a million pieces and you didn't understand what was happening. It took a while for you to discover he is The Axeman and Fiona had been sleeping with him. To this day you still don't know whether she did it because she liked him or because she was using him for help to kill the witch hunters and ultimately Cordelias ex husbands father who was the head of the company. Fiona always used people to her own advantage, this time she did this for the coven but you have no idea whether she was using you too. She would come home really late and walk into your room starting to make love to you and you let her. You wanted that woman with every fibre of your being and you didn't care if she used you. Only after The Axeman died your relationship with Fiona got more intense and she would occasionally show feelings towards you as she slowly lost her battle to cancer and her daughter who was taking her health unwillingly.