hunter's angel: a Destiel AU

chapter 18

"sleep?" dean suggested

"oh sure," castiel smiled

They went to sleep the next day did interview and they instantly noticed his change in music it was normal 90s rock like guns and roses or ac/dc but now it changed to hard rock or heavy metal

He was different they could tell he didn't service baby a lot and she was getting dusty and dirty castiel never let that happen and that was the biggest factor. Once they finished the case they went on the next after the next castiel rarely slept and dean tried to help but castiel would just shrug whenever he would kill a demon, ghost or anything he would overkill them

he'd stab the demon one too many times or take off a vampires head with a wire spool and make them look at him, he'd enjoy it so Gabriel, Sam and dean tested out a theory they sent castiel to get food from a diner bobby who was hiding in the bathroom he thought something was up with castiel they pulled out the paint and starting to paint the demon trap they hid it under the carpet it was an hour later when castiel came home

"hey bobby when did you get here?" castiel asked walking up to the table placing the food then he went to walk over to dean before slamming against an invisible wall

"dammit," castiel muttered his eyes going black

"HOW LONG?" Gabriel shouted

The demon chuckled "since Sacramento and how dumb do you all have to be to not notice I mean it was fun for a couple of months but then it got annoying, but now I feel like killing you all,"

The light was flashing and the wind picked up

Dean stood there in shook did castiel even love him or was it just all of this demons mutpulation

Suddenly it stopped. The demons facial expression changed it looked tortured much like Castiel's face in hell

"it's me," is that castiel said he was struggling to take over his body again

"LET ME KILL YOU," a demonic voice shouted

"NO, I WON'T LET YOU HURT THEM," castiel shouted

"Gabe I'm sorry but I need the demon blade," castiel struggled

"cas no, there's another way like an exorcism," Gabriel said trying not to cry

"he's been in my body for way too long I'll die, either way, I want it to be fast,"

Dean froze this was going to be the last time he saw cas his power has been depleted since they started to date he started to sleep, eat and feel emotion

"cas do you actually love me or was it just the demon?" dean finally spoke up

Castiel shut his eye tears flowing down his face

"yes dean I do, I love you so damn much, I wish it was different," castiel sobbed

Dean slowly stepped into the circle

"dean what are you doing the demon he's still-

"shh just let me," Dean said

He pulled cas in by his jacket and grabbed Castiel's face and slammed his lips onto Castiel's

Castiel placed his arms on deans shoulder

This is what dean thought the fist kiss was going to be like not their last kiss deans tears mixed with cas's

"I'm going to miss you," Dean whispered pulling back

"so am I dean god, I love you so much," castiel shut his eyes letting tears fall

"I'll see you in heaven," dean smiled

"oh please I'm not going there," castiel gave a pity laugh

Dean nodded and stepped out

"Gabriel the knife," castiel asked sobbing

Gabriel nodded and gingerly handed the knife to castiel

"NO," the demon screeched trying to take a hold of castiel making him fall over hitting the back of the bed he dropped the knife

"fuck. Off," castiel growled his head twitching

He quickly grabbed the knife and pointed it toward him

He pushed the knife toward himself while the demon fought back pushing his hand away dean stood there shaking and crying

"I love all of you and you dean I love you," castiel used all his strength and won the knife plunged into his stomach there was a bright orange flash and his body went limp