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Anger 눈_눈

{This song came in my mind.. so listen y'all !}

{Heeseung's POV}

"Hoonie I-"

To say I was shocked would be an understatement, I was totally frozen and .... not able to speak. What if... he heard me? Oh god, maybe he did. He might... might be thinking I am... insane.

{Third person POV}

Sunghoon didn't know how to react when he saw Heeseung in that state and after what he heard.

When he entered the room, he saw the older sitting with his knees hugged against his chest.....sobbing really hard and screaming something. He didn't get to hear everything because of the music that was playing in the studio except for some shocking words ....

When Heeseung turned back after Sunghoon called for him, he looked really pale. His eyes had become red and puff... because of all the... crying, his nose too had turned into crimson and his cheeks were wet with tears.

Sunghoon was shocked to see him in this condition... because a few moments back they were all at the dining table having their supper...and the older seemed to be so lively then. Even after dinner, he was playing with Jungwon and others before he went to talk with Jay... So, Sunghoon couldn't figure out what had happened to him and what was the reason the elder had become so gloomy that he was shedding tears in this studio all...alone.

{Sunghoon's POV}

Truly shocked by the sight before me... I called Hyung's name waiting for a response which took a bit of a time... but when he replied... I was heartbroken. Hyung lowered his head before even starting the sentence and that got me... panicked. I couldn't help but run towards him. Crouching down to his level, I held him with his shoulders before I pulled him into my chest for a hug. He didn't return my hug back which was kind of saddening... but I knew I couldn't expect much in his situation right now. His breathing was unstable and him weeping so hard was threatening me with my tears too but I had to control...

After half an hour of me sitting there embracing him, he seemed to have calmed down and his breathing had returned back to normal. So taking this chance I pulled him out to question him... Still holding onto one of his shoulders, I used my other hand's index finger to lift his head that was lowered... to have eye contact. As soon as our eyes met, I could feel the gloomy aura his eyes were giving. It seemed like something was bothering him.. a lot.

He quickly averted his gaze away from me and freed from my touch as he distanced himself from me. Shivering, he pulled his knees back to his chest as he stretched the arms of his sweater to cover his hands.... I slightly moved towards him and placed my hand on his arms,

"Hyung ... look at me please, " I softened my voice as much as I could.

"Hyung? Hyung ?" I called him as I lightly shook his arms.

He didn't reply to me just sat there with his head down. I tried lowering my head nearing him to meet his eyes when he suddenly raised his head,

"How much did you hear Hoonie ?" he questioned making me startled, our eyes meeting each other.

"Does that matter right now ?" I was confused about how it involved then.

"Yes, it does .... Did you hear anything ?" he tilted his head somewhat before asking me.

I hadn't heard much so I just replied, "Umm... I guess I did.. but not much... now can you tell me-"

"What does that 'much' include ?" he asked emphasizing the much and now I was getting a bit annoyed with all the questions.

"What is wrong Hyung can you tell me ? and why are you dropping bombs of questions over me ?", I asked, my voice louder than before.

"Tell me first, what did you hear ?" he too raised his voice at me.

Scratching my nape in annoyance, I said, "I heard that you are becoming crazy and you don't know what to do.."

"and before that ?" he inquired back and now I felt irritated.

"I didn't hear anything else than this ... "

"Thank god .. he didn't hear anything " he murmured under his breath but I was still able to hear it.

In an angry tone, I asked, "Hyung now can you please tell me what is the reason you are sitting here all alone in this studio and what was it that I didn't hear ?"

"It's nothing Sunghoon, just I am stressed about tomorrow and there's nothing to hear anyways .." he smiled but I knew in a glance that it was forced.

"Hyung I know it's not the stress but something else .. you are acting suspicious with that .. tell me what were you screaming earlier.."

"Sunghoon I told you it's nothing ... you shouldn't have heard that and thank god you didn't because it was about you.." his last few words were not too clear for me to understand.

"But what is that ?"

"Can you stop please !" and I could feel rage all over his voice.

"No, I can't you have to tell me .." I didn't want to fight with him but I needed an answer.

"No Sunghoon I can't now stop annoying me .."

"Obviously you can't... Just go and talk to Jungwon, Geonu, and others ... I think I should stop disturbing you! Hyung you have changed! I don't want to talk to you !" I shouted as I got up. I was hurt, really hurt.

I was so mad at him that I couldn't handle it anymore so I straight walked out of the room leaving him behind all alone and got into my bed. I realized Jake wasn't there so I thought he probably went back to his room.

Arghh.This is insane. Calm down Sunghoon you've gotta perform tomorrow alright. All you need is a good sleep and everything will be fine but what the hell is wrong with him?

{Heeseung's POV}

I already was so irritated before and his continuously nagging me made me more aggravated so I ended up shouting at him. I didn't want to fight with him or anything but it was just in the heat of the moment that happened.

Seeing how he reacted, I was sure he's really angry with me and I wanted to talk to him and even say sorry. But one part of my brain was thinking something else. He was at fault too. So, instead of apologizing or going after him, I turned off the music in the studio and walked towards my room to get some sleep since tomorrow was really important.

I laid on my bed as I turned and tossed along with my blanket. He might have been really mad at me but he overreacted too. I will convince him tomorrow. And what was that about Jungwon and all and 'you have changed' thing? Have I really changed? Urghhh ... Sunghoon you made things even worse!

With all those thoughts, I tried to sleep waiting for tomorrow which for sure was going to be a

"A LONG DAY !"

A/N

I know I should be updating yesterday but I am really not able to keep up with it because of my loads of school works. Thank you for being so patient with me .. I will update a chapter tomorrow since this was just a filler chapter and I couldn't keep up... so for now they are both just sulking at each other ! 😂🙃

And we did it engenes , we got the 4th ROTY award ... congratulations!😊

take care, see yaa, bye-bye ...🌈