Team being a new freshman in college goes through the ups and downs of relationships and life, and Win -the swim teams club presidents best friend- doesn't make the struggle any easier.
Will Team be able to resist the longing for this boy being in t...
He sat at his desk with papers covering every inch of its surface, pen ink bleeding onto the wood, and a pounding headache creeping on him slowly. He let his head fall in his hands, applying pressure to his temples while wincing at the sharp pains. He huffed out a warm shaky breath before getting up from the hard chair not even sparing a glance at the messy desk. He grabbed his phone before sighing at the notifications, none. "Not even Hia, dickhead.." he put his phone on his nightstand before letting himself sink into his soft mattress, it was nothing like Wins though. The boys eyes closed slowly as his mind went empty, not a single word, not a single thought disrupted him, he drifted to sleep calmly.
2:00p.m. Teams eyes opened shyly, he groaned as he lifted himself from the bed. "Shia.. I slept in" he groaned while holding his head, he went to the bathroom and eyed himself in the mirror. Messy hair and tired eyes, he ran his fingers through parts of his hair fixing and straightening it. He threw on a pair of joggers and a t-shirt before heading out of his dorm, he made his way outside only to be hit with cold air and white flecks of puffy snow. "What the hell? that cold out?" he shook off the thought not long before getting in his car, he let the key slide into the ignition not long before cranking up the heat and letting the car warm up. His stiff muscles now relaxing and his achy bones now releasing tension, he grabbed his phone to check his notifications. No notifications other than the Instagram posts from accounts that he follows.
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Junho33: how cutteee (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
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Team sighed sadly looking at the active posts, eyeing Junhos' comment specifically and scoffing.
Team: thanks for not texting me anyway why is Junho still active on your posts? :(
he set his phone down waiting for a reply, breathing in the empty warm air. He bit his bottom lip softly, his gaze directing towards the phone. 5 minutes passed, nothing. 10 minutes passed, nothing. 17 minutes passed, nothing. He huffed out an annoyed breath while grabbing his phone.
Team: Win answer me please
Team: I don't like worrying
Team: Please..
Team: You always answer fast
Team: I'm gonna call
He called, letting it ring out. He bounced his legs in eagerness, waiting for an answer he never got.
Team: Pharm are you with Dean?? Where is Win he isn't answering his phone
Pharm: Team why would I be with Dean?
Team: What are you talking about
Pharm: Team they left remember? We took finals and they graduated then Win got back together with Junho
Team: What? No that's not possible
Team: I never took finals, we never broke up..
Team: I didn't say goodbye, please just stop joking
Pharm: Team I'm not joking, I miss them too, but please calm down.. you're scaring me
Team stared at the messages with tearful eyes before shutting off his phone, his breath shook as his throat closed, he couldn't help but hold his neck trying to find some way to breathe. He gripped the steering wheel while warm salty tears spilled from his eyes, he couldn't speak, breathe, he felt as if walls were closing in on himself. It was only seconds before he starting screaming, the achy feeling in his throat now being replaced with burning, he pounded the steering wheel while sobbing and choking on his cries.
His eyes shot open as he jumped from his bed, his breath was shaky and his lungs were burning, hot tears took no time to form in his eyes. Glossing over his beautiful brown eyes, he hurried from his bed running down the hallway and to the elevator. As if time were the slowest thing possible he gripped his hair and cried harder, panic overflowing in his heart. The second the elevator doors opened he escaped from the small room, making his way to a door before knocking on it without stopping. Like he was running from someone. The door opened slowly revealing a messy haired blonde, covered with tattoos, he took no time to latch himself to the senior, wrapping his arms around his neck and crying into his chest. "P-please don't l-..leave me" he sobbed even harder, his grip on the man becoming tighter as Win wrapped one hand around his waist, stroking his hair gently with the other. As if words were like touch, they stood there speaking in silence, knowing exactly what the other needed, wanted, thought. Win tightened his hold on the black haired boy before shutting the door.
20 minutes later
Team was snuggled into Wins chest, laying beside him as his legs tangled with the taller boys. Wins heart ached, just remembering the sobs, the words, the tears, the pure fear filling the younger boy. He sighed sadly, gripping Teams waist tighter, his eyes were closed and his lips were gaping, small breaths emitting from them. Win couldn't help but coo at the sight of the boy, he brought his hand up to his face, brushing his bangs from his eyes. "I don't know how much longer I can keep you a secret, I want everyone to know your mine.. only mine" his gaze was soft and sorrowful. "I love you, your faults and flaws, and everything besides that" He spoke softly before kissing the boys head and drifting to sleep himself.
