Sorry for the late update (again)! This song fic is up to you to decide who you want it to be really. Theres nothing describing a certain character so you get to choose who you imagine it as!!
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Penelope Scott- Rät
I feel so used. I feel so torn apart and abused. So many promises broken and turned to sand. Every lie my naive mind fell for.
I curled up against the corner of the wall. My breathing quickening, my throat felt sore and closed off. No air allowing to come in through my mouth and relieve my lungs.
I wrapped my arms around myself, my body shivering, it felt so cold. My nails attempting to dig into my skin but, my hoodie blocked it. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, some sliding down my cheeks.
Cause we are so fucking mean. We all are, at least that's what my mind tells me, and I'm the one telling it to believe it. I want to believe it.
The memories never forgotten, the scars never fading even if not visible. The ones that were visible were healing. The mental ones hurt me more then any actual wound could do.
I wanted to be them, I looked up to all of them, and unfortunately half of it was true. Lost in my thoughts, I didn't notice someone approaching me.
They sat down next to me, slowly wrapping an arm around me as to not startle me, their hand resting on my shoulder. Gently pulling me closer to their chest, using their free hand to run it through my hair.
"Fuck your tunnels, fuck your cars, fuck your rockets, fuck your cars again." I laughed sorrowfully. Ever since I left those people, I've been dealing and noticing the trauma. Slowly healing with my best friend to help me through it.
He softly pressed a kiss on top of my head. "I'm here." He reminded, his words laced with care.
I rested my head onto his shoulder and sighed.
"Thanks.." A sad smile graced its way onto my lips. And the worst part is I loved you.
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Fanfiction~how'd we drift so far away from where we left off yesterday?~ {|If any if the CCs say they are uncomfortable being shipped/written in stories/fanfics, I will not hesitate to remove them and the chapters they are in from the book, as I do not want t...
