Just let Me Lay Here

Ecstasy

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SMUT

I opened my eyes to find it was still dark out, maybe four or five AM at the most. I rolled over to find my bunk, no, Alex's bunk empty, much to my surprise. I usually wake up before her so that I can sneak into my own bunk before anyone else wakes up.

I pressed my hand down to where she was laying, the mattress still warm. Her sheets had a smell to it, a calming, sweet smell that differentiated from the fumes of war. I could lay next to her forever and I know she'd let me. After basking in her scent and the warmth of her bed, I decided to go and find her - an easy task seeing as she always hides in the same place.

After ten minutes of walking though the trenches, I could spot her, standing below the hanging tree at the top of a nearby hill. The hanging tree has a self explanatory name, people found their way to it when they were in desperate need of escape. Alex, on the other hand, came to the hanging tree just to get away from the world. She could sit at the base of the tree for hours, planning out our next attacks or writing letters to her sister, poppy, back in Britain.

As I reached the top of the hill, asked her just loudly enough for her to hear "Hey, Alex, why are you at l'albero appeso? If you're going to lose, lose to the Germans, not yourself" I hoped I could have made light on the situation, but considering that she was joining me on the front line this evening, I think I may have rubbed vinegar on an open wound.

"I know this isn't your fault Rory, so if you've come to apologise - don't. It's not your fault" She turned to face me, her face as unreadable as ever.

"I only came up here to ask why you weren't still sleeping... so spill"

"Oh okay. Well, if today is my last day alive-"

"Which it won't be"

"If, today is my last, I want to send once last letter to my sister. Just so she's aware of the situation"

"I've seen the letters Cow has sent you, and you know that she will be devastated if she receives a letter saying 'ps I might die'"

"It's Poppy,  to you, Rory. Only I get to call her Cow. Also it's better than not sending her anything and she finds out though someone who doesn't care about her well-being. What about you? Have you let your family know you're going over the top?

"No, I stopped doing that months ago, all the letters are the same. I tell them I might die, I don't, I receive a letter days later saying 'Okay', repeat. My family don't care enough about me to wish me luck, so I stopped keeping in contact with them"

"Oh. Well, you have me now, though I'm not too sure for how long"

"Oh shut up! Neither of us will die, I promise. I'll protect you"

"Will you now?"

"Yes! You said it yourself yesterday, you've had less training for fighting than me. You need me"

"I don't need you" Alex didn't say it spitefully, she said it in a way that was almost seductive - like she was testing me. And I don't fail tests. I saw Alex as a challenge I was going to conquer.

"Sure you don't, love" I uttered, bringing my hand to her face. I'm not sure whether it was the tone of my voice or the fact I was mocking her phrase 'love', but something set her off.

Before I could think, she threw herself at me and we were kissing. Hard.

Her tongue teasing me, I struggled to catch my breath... but I wasn't going to submit that easily. I rested my other hand on her waist and pushed her to the ground before pouncing atop of her.

I held her head up whilst kissing her her lips, before moving onto her jawline and neck, her soft moans making me want more and more of her. Moving my hand from her waist to her thighs, her giggle made me light headed. I looked back again at her face, trying to decipher her emotions.

She bit at my lip and gave me a devilish smirk, before grabbing my hand and directing it toward her pussy. Oh. So this is how you want to play. I grabbed the crotch of her trousers, before my hand started to creep up towards the waistband. I tugged on it, before leaning in and whispering into her ear "do you want to, puppy?"

I got my answer in the form of her flipping me over and running her hand through my hair. She shifted her weight and started to grind. It was Ecstasy. I pulled her face down to reach her lips, before passionately sinking into a kiss that left me flying. In the heat of the moment, I ran my fingers over her back, desperate to please her. To show her who's boss. If she could be cold and sarcastic towards me in the trenches, I can be cold and unforgiving here.

Aching to hear Alex's moans again, I flipped us back over and put my knee on her chest - not hard enough to hurt her too much, but enough for keep her down for long enough for me to undo my belt. In one swift movement I rolled Alex onto her stomach and restrained her hands behind her back using said belt.

I had never felt temptation like this before. I let it overwhelm me. I traced my fingers across her shoulders and down her spine, slowly. She let out a quiet hum, and I would bet my life that she was smirking, guessing I was too submissive to continue. I was going to change her assumption.

"I'm going to fuck you until you're a whiny, pathetic mess. MY pathetic, whiny mess. When I'm done with you, the only feeling you'll have is how empty you feel and the only thought running though your brain would be how much you enjoyed it."

Alex giggled again. This brat.

Tearing at the fabric of Alex's trousers, I reached in to stroke her already wet pussy. No underwear, huh?

Without a second passing, two of my fingers were inside her, rubbing her inside, before sliding a third and fourth finger in. Letting my conscious guide me, my hand crept further and further into her, applying more and more force. My thumb stayed at her clit, rubbing in a circular emotion. Alex shivered. I leant over to whisper in her ear, uttering the words "good puppy" before biting her earlobe. This caused Alex to moan again. Perfect.

I gripped her pussy, tight, before bringing my face to it. I curled my tongue along the side of her pussy, hard and slow, before picking up the pace.

Alex got wetter and wetter, and I got more and more hungry for the sound of her submitting. I placed one hand on her thigh as I continued to eat her out, and grabbed her ass with the other. If today was her last day here, I was going to make it the best day of her life.

"Stop, Rory stop" Alex plead, panting and breathing heavy "I don't want to come yet" Alex moaned again, the sweet sound filling my head "please"

But I wasn't going to stop. She should suffer, I am in control now. I decide what goes.

Bringing my face up to her face, I started to kiss her jaw before sliding two fingers into her tight, wet pussy. I started to massage her insides, letting my fingers guide me. Before long I could feel her pussy throbbing, her face flushing red.

"Rory please I'm going to come"

I smirked.

"I know, puppy"

Alex moaned again. Good.

Forcing my fingers in deeper, Alex took a sharp breath before whimpering. My whole hand now wet, marked with her scent. This better be the best Goddamn day or her life.

Pulling my fingers out slowly, I lay next to Alex, trying to catch my own breath, not noticing how much I had worn myself out. We lay side my side in silence. I wish I could lay here forever. After about ten minutes, Alex rolled over onto her side to face me. Not daring to look her in the eye, I stayed still.

"Rory?"

"Yes Alex?"

...

That felt amazing - like ecstasy."