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After all that happened I stayed home for a while. Relaxing and healing from all that bullshit

Once I got home later that day amber had checked me out and started to put on tennis shoes saying how she was gonna be there for the brawl this time

She wanted to go back and level the playing fields a little bit, ya know knock a few heads in but the dark skinned boy from before who's name I learned on the way home was Zeon

He tried to calm her down and kept telling her to chill out, basically just trying to be mister peace

While they did that I was being blocked in the bathroom by ambers boyfriend

I had cleaned up my face and changed into more breathable clothes and was ready to go with amber

I wanted every single one of those bitches heads

Her boyfriend had seen me tying my shoes at the bathroom door and stood in front of the door blocking my way

At this point I'm glad Asia is with amber parents because it was a lot going on too much in my opinion

But I couldn't help it I got jumped and basically told I couldn't do shit about it while them bitches laughed in my face

There is no calming down for me

Not right now

I was pushing amber's man and telling him to move, I could hear amber saying not to take my anger out on him and that he was just trying to help

Then he needs to move

This ain't helping shit and he's just standing there quiet looking at me like I'm crazy making a stank face

I guess my last push was enough for him to retaliate and he shoved me hard as hell so hard I fell backwards and fell arms first onto the toilet

Once that happened I didn't need him to move anymore

Once I got up off the floor he put his hands up

He knew what the fuck it was after that

I grabbed his shirt pulling him forward punching him in his face until he put his head down

He was using his arms to block his face so I went in on whatever I could get to

I slung him to the floor and started to punch him in his chest

I got up and kicked him in his leg so he started calling amber name

Amber stopped arguing with zeon and came and separated me from him

Zeon came in after her and grabbed me holding my hands behind my back telling me to stop

"Why did you do that, he was just tryna calm you down" she said pushing me and Zeon out of the bathroom slamming the door closed

"Bro what the fuck is up with you chill with all this shit" Zeon said letting me go turning me towards him

I ignored him and walked to the kitchen putting my head on the counter

He grabbed my shoulder pulling me back up right "stop acting like you so fucking big and bad can't you see what the fuck you doing"

I pushed him back and got in his face holding a finger to his head

"Stop acting like you give a fuck about what's going on with me, ain't you the same nigga that was shooting at me just the other fucking day..."

I was breathing heavy

"I admit I was wrong but yo-

I cut him off

" shut yo punk ass up, you don't even get why I'm fucking TRAUMATIZED about that shit, you could've taken me from my tucking baby over what....OVER WHAT"

I mushed his head and went over to the sink splashing water into my face

He didn't say anything after that he just stood there

A few minutes later amber and her man walked back in, him behind her

I decidedly speak after a long ass pause of silence

"I'm sorry....I just took my anger out on you and I'm sorry you didn't deserve that" I said wiping my face and putting my head back down

I was crying but they didn't need to know that

After that everybody event to their rooms and Zeon left

That was stressful....I need a blunt