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It's been a month since all that bullshit happened, since then I haven't been to school

From what amber's boyfriend said they've been going around the school looking for me, i don't wanna deal with this anymore...

Tray'von was supposed to love me...but instead he has a gang of lame ass niggas looking for me to do god only knows what

This is what I get for messing around with his type, especially after the first time but no my dumb ass just had to go back

...I'm scared a bit...

I allowed this to happen..such a fucking dumb ass

I've decided that I'm not letting them stop me and he can say or do whatever in person

I'm getting dressed for school I'm not allowing them to stop me

I gotta get through this for me, for my safety and most importantly my baby
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I decided to dress in baggy clothes, just in case

Amber has also been staying home, to keep Asia while I've been kinda m.i.a and distant

Keeping her from seeing me cry in my room all fucking day

I walk into the kitchen and see my beautiful baby girl eating pancakes and I notice amber making more

I sneak up behind Asia and kiss her head and pick her up hugging her tight, as if she'll disappear from my arms

"Hey baby" I whispered kissing her cheek

She started crying and punching my arms asking why I didn't want her around anymore

"What I do daddy why you hate me" she asked wiping her face on my shirt looking at me

I hurt my baby while I was being a coward...this won't happen again

"You did nothing baby, daddy is just a dummy"? I kissed her nose rocking us back and forward

"Daddy loves you" I said as amber came over rubbing Asia's back joining the hug

After 25 minutes of that Asia fell asleep

I need to do better, I failed my baby for a fucking month...

I'm definitely dealing with this
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"Why are you so dressed up, where you going?" Amber asked walking into the living room

"I'm going back to school today, I'm done running from them." I said sitting on the couch arm

She laughed a bit but stopped when she saw how serious I was

" are you fucking insane niko, they aren't gonna talk to you"

" look at what just went down amber...I'm done hiding from these punks."

"Niko he wants you dead"

"So he'll have a clean shot, hope his boys don't "

Is all I say as I grab my keys and leave
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Part 1 finished teehee

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