●Thomas POV●
-flashback-
"You fucking suck ass at this" John mocked as he beat Thomas in Mario kart for the 5th time, "shut up, I'm going easy on you!"
"You said that 5 minutes ago when you were in 12th place-" His bitchy smile and playful eyes looked back at Thomas. They paused the game when all of a sudden John's phone went off, the caller ID read "my dear boy", Thomas' brow arched gently as John grabbed his phone quickly and got up. "Let me take this," He got up and answered while leaving. The faint voice as sweet as a melody muffled through the speaker and impaled the naive boys poor heart, rushing to close and lock his door, john pounded against it. "Hey um you okay?"
"i'm fine."
His heart shattered
"Oh okay, well something came up so I'm gonna go."
Like a plate being dropped
"okay."
He tries to pick the pieces up like he has before
"Bye"
But the pieces are so small its impossible to.
As Thomas heard the front door close he knew he was home alone. His fist clenched as hot tears streamed his facescreams of pure pain filled the house.
His room becoming a hurricane of items being throw to the ground and agaisnt the wall, the bitter taste of villainous thoughts sweeping his mind. His eyes landed on a picture of John and him as children.
A small smile creased his lips..
flames burning the edges of the picture as numbness over came his tear stained cheeks, dropping it into the fireplace and watching the ashes and ambers burn brighter. Blood dripped onto the floor from his hands, the hands that held his broken heart. The heart he wore on his sleeve like the fool he was.
with a soft breath
but i can't help falling in love
with
you..
-end-
Alexander gently shook thomas by the hand, as he began packing his things to leave. "You were kinda quiet for a little, are you okay?...thomas?" He held back tears, feeling pieces of his heart already begin to wither away.
that same voice like a melody, saying his name.
"Thomas?"
"I'm fine really, just thinking some stuff through."he said as the plate shattered again.
what am I doing? What's the point.
Thomas glanced at the old photos of John and Alex in the living room.you'll never be mine.
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The Truth// Jamilton Fanfic
Fanfiction>WARNING< this story does contain mentions of •Rape •Trigger warnings •Self-harm and suicide •smut I'm just warning y'all. Alexander was in his last year of high school, finally! only 3 more months and he will be packing for Princeton College. Litt...