《He will Never Remember You》

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Dear Dairy, 

January 12, 1995

Today was a hell of a day as always, Draco was being very very stupid today and threw breads at the hufflepuff table which we got points taken away from our  house and Mattheo well he got into a fight today he is so fucking dumb so we lost more house points.

Besides what is happening at hogwarts i came to let my feelings so here i go.

Dad has moved out because he found out mom cheated and everything is crazy, Mom is talking about a new boyfriend that she is seeing and well dad he is being a dad he is their for me and for anything i need but when i really need him emotionally he isn't their so things are a bit rough at the house.

No one really knows this except hermione and that's it really, she is the only person i trust. i mean i trust the guys and everything but i dont know its like embarrassing for me to tell them my parents have split up because my mom cheated on my dad thats really corny and stupid.

Oh and Draco is still attractive witch is very bad for me because well the way i get when i like someone is well you know bad, but that is it for today until tomorrow dairy.

"Yeah she has been writing all day in her journal i wouldn't bother her thought draco," I heard Mattheo say as i closed my journal.

They are all so fucking annoying weather they are conseried on hat i am doing or who i am talking too its always one of those too i get they are caring for me but i can handle things on my own now.

"Katherine you ok?" Draco questioned me.

"Yeah i'm all good,"

I really wasn't all good i am really struggling to even stay awake or struggling to keep all my anger inside of me. I got off the bed because i felt my eyes water up and i went into the bathroom and slowly shut the door behind me.

I heard a knock and i recognized the knock it was hermione's every since we were kids we would have this special knock so we knew it was each other. I reached for the door handle slowly shaking due to the amount of anger i was feeling in me.

I opened the door and hermione's eyes were sparkling in a way as as she saw me. She quickly ran to me and shut the door behind her.

"KK its ok im here talk to me you know i'm listening,"

KK was my nickname to her she always called me that i told her not too but i have gotten used to the fact that she will never stop.

"It's them again why would my mom just let go of a 26 year marriage why hermione just why,"

"i'm not sure why but she lost a heck of a good husband and daughter let me tell you that," 

She took her hand and took a strand of my hair and tucked it behind my ear and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"You know that i love you and i always will right,"

"yes hermione i know,"

"Good," She said sending me a soft smile as she did.

"Ok now wipe them pretty little tears and lets go have some fun with the guys ok,"

"Yes sir," i said joking around and putting my 2 fingers on my forehead.

I wiped my tears and finished putting water on my face. Hermione slowly opened the door and as i walked out i saw Draco holding my journal. My heart dropped to the floor and i ran and jumped over Mattheo and George.

I snatched the journal from Draco's hands and i took the book and slapped his dick hard.

"Ow fuck Kat," Draco said holding his dick.

"Dont touch my Journal you know the rules,"

"Who is the dude,"

Fuck my heart has sinked into my feet already. I didn't think he would read THAT page.

"Oh he is so dreamy and i want his hand around my thro-,"

I threw a pillow at him before he could even finish that sentence.

"Oooo Looks like Kat is a bit freaky huh," Mattheo said looking at me and winking.

"I don't know you might have to find out,"

"Hey what about me," George said looking at both of us with his hands up.

"You get Hermione so budge off,"

"That works for me," George says leaning back in his chair and getting closer to hermione.

"AS IF GEORGE EW," hermione screaked.

George has had a crush on poor hermione for years and he gets rejected every time but hermione does like him she just doesn't know how to tell him. Meanwhile, That dude i wrote about was about Draco.

I have had the biggest crush on draco for the past years. Since 1st year to be correct. He does not know that i do like him actually no one knows i do not even hermione. Its very bad for me to like a man like Draco.

I act all cocky towards him because i like him. I flirt with other guys because i cant get attention from him. I sleep with other guys because i cant have him. I have even slept with MATTHEO. Well him he wasn't bad in bed i will go back to him.

Actually, Me and him are secret fuck buddies witch is not bad honestly. No one knows about it except hermione of course. He isn't bad at all and there is no feelings attached to it. We have agreed to only use each other for our bodies.

Besides that everyone in our friend group is well rude and mean to others but to each other we are all babies. Everyone is a slytherin and purebloods well except Hermione but she is a pureblood to us.