《He will Never Remember You》

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Dear Dairy,

I am at my mom's house mattheo and hermione forced me and well you wouldn't believe it me and draco well we had conversations all night and talked and we even dyed each others hairs. But soon after that we had a fight. Dad is dead as well.

I'm not holding up so great with that. I do know mother did it and i'm going to prove it no matter what. She had something to do with it even if it was small i know it. All of my feelings are confusing its like i don't know how to express them.

Like draco he asked me a question about dad and I totally flipped out and screamed i dont know whats wrong with me but dad's death is really ruining me and being here at mom's house is making it worse.

I just need to be surrounded by the people that make me feel happy not my crazy mother.

Flashback

Me and draco had stolen my mother's weed stash and had some sitting in the bathtub soaking wet. It was the best feeling ever being here with someone i loved and just chilling.

"Kat we can talk about your dad,"

Of course he bring him up. Why can't we just talk about something happy. My hands started shaking and i felt a knot at my throat and my legs felt numb. Everything felt numb again.

"NO Just JUST GET OUT," I screamed.

He scooted over too me and tried to comfort me but i got up and opened the door so he can leave.

"Kat stop just-"

"NO DRACO I SAID LEAVE,"

He grabbed his wand and jacket.

"Coming here and doing all of this was a mistake helping you was a mistake,"

"MISTAKE? MISTAKE? so I AM A MISTAKE THEN DRACO,"

"Kat you know that's not what i mea-"

"NO JUST GET OUT DRACO YOU FUCKING DICK I HATE YOU AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN,"

"YOU KNOW WHAT I FUCKING HATE YOU TOO,"

He slammed the door on his way out and i just couldn't anymore. I punched everything my bed frame, my mirror. I looked down at my knuckles. Bloodly. Blood was all I saw. I plopped down on my bed and sobbed.

End of flashback

I Shut my journal and shoved it in my dresser. I shook off the chills I got remembering mine and dracos fight. God i didn't mean anything i said but that doesn't mean he didn't mean anything he said.

"Darling pack your things you're going back to hogwarts," My mother said barging into my room.

"Ever heard of knocking and i was supposed to stay here for another like 2 days,"

"Well times changes your going today so come on hurry up or i can have the elves do it for you,"

"No no i got it,"

I went to my dresser and got my trunk and opened it up and started packing and shoving clothes in angrily.

My hair got in my face multiple times making me pissed off to the max. I start remembering about me and Draco fight and once again I have hatred towards him now.

I hate Draco now and what he did. I know it may seem like I'm over reacting but he knows I hate sensitive topics and talking about them.

I closed my trunk and noticed something had fell onto the floor. I picked it up and reached for it.