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Unknown number. That number forces him to do things he would never do in his life. [A Soonyoung x Seokmin fanfiction] ------------ TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide attempt ------------ ------------ Cover by myself ------------

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Chapter 24

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10:10 pm

Soonyoung's pov

I was alone in the room, Chan and Seokmin have been in the gym with the other members. I've wanted to be alone. How do I tell Jeonghan that I love him in front of Seokmin? I can't do it! I can't! I'm scared. What I was supposed to do? I will never be able to look Seokmin in the eyes. I'm so afraid. I'm so sorry, Seokmin. I love you so much, but I have to do it...

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8:25 am

"What's happening, Soonyoung?" Seokmin asked and looked at me and Jeonghan, who had come.

I took a breath and turned to Jeonghan. I saw regret in his eyes, but I didn't know why. "I- I love you so much, Jeonghan. You are the love of my life. I will never hurt you because I will always be with you, my beloved Jeonghan." I wanted to cry. I wanted to say these words to my Seokmin, but I said it to Jeonghan. I turned back to Seokmin, and I saw the disappointment in his eyes. He loved me, but I said "I love you" to Jeonghan. One tear ran down my face. "I- I'm so sorry, Seokmin..." I turned around and left the gym.

I ran to my room, which I had in common with Seokmin and Chan. I went to my room and lay down on the bed, where I cried. I didn't want to say that to Jeonghan at all, but I had to. I had to memorize those words. I didn't want to.

"What happened, Soonyoung?" Chan asked me carefully.

"Nothing, I just want to be alone, Chan," I answered him.

"Okay, Soonyoung," Chan said, looked at me, and left the room.

I don't want to see or talk to anyone today. I don't want to see Seokmin today... I'm so sorry, my beloved Seokmin. I hurt you, I know, but I don't know what to do. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I'm scared. I have nothing to do here. I don't belong here. I want to say "I love you, my beloved Seokmin" but I said "I love you" to Jeonghan. I hate myself more than anything else. I want to die! I WANT TO DIE! It would be better for everyone. I don't deserve to have any friends. I have to die...