snow white [Josuke x Rohan]

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Was that so?
Does he want Josuke?
Or did he just want nothing.
But one thing went into his head that Josuke was into him?
Or was it just a scene now.
Rohan wanted to ask himself all this, but of course he couldn't answer it himself.

You are such an asshole Rohan

With the sentence Rohan felt like he was being stepped on.
He felt like shit.  He felt so light, like he could fly and run away.

After the whole thing it was almost a month ago and Josuke didn't come.  The doorbell rang a few times, but he suspected that it was Koichis and not Josuke.  Even the phone rang every day and he didn't answer.
He sat on the edge of his royal bed and thought how shit he is.
He was an unnecessary idiot that nobody needs.
No matter what I do, it's always wrong.
He always said to himself.

Most of all, what would have happened if they had continued?
Would they really have sex now?
Above all, Rohan didn't want to continue, he didn't know why himself, Josuke then freaked out and left.
Just because of a little kiss?  Or has Rohan overlooked something.  If he wasn't really thinking like that ...
Rohan really didn't know why he stopped, maybe it was weird making out in a house where a person died.  Maybe he wanted to respect Tomoks dead.
He wanted to apologize for whatever reason.
He wanted to go to Josuke and scream in his face how much he loves him.
But Rohan has so many negative things on his mind.
He always thought that Josuke already had a girlfriend, that he was starting a family, and that he was already in America.
So Rohan has no more chance ...

The Mangaka city shook something and his vision disappeared something but could still see something.  He strolled down the hall, went into the bathroom and turned on the faucet on the bathtub.  He didn't know anything Arun he did that, his body felt so light, as if he couldn't control himself.  He went to the sink, opened the cupboard and took a razor, disassembled it and took the sharp blade by the hand.  Then he went into the bathroom, turned off the cold water and wanted to pull himself up until something stopped him.
He looked at himself in the water surface.

"You said you want to see me in a maiden costume?"

Rohan eyes burned ...

"You should smile more,

Rohan started to cry for whatever reason.  All the funny things and compliments came up and Rohan heard it all.
He sat down on the familiar and wiped his tears away.  He didn't know what to do or what to do.  He wanted to take his own life but realized that it was stupid.
"What am I doing,
He whispers to myself to put the bell down.
He wanted to make me one before he left ...

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"I ... I really didn't know you ... I guess you were a great person, that you worked very hard to take care of your family. I always wondered what it would be like to be an old person.  .. ,,
The green-haired man spoke without practice in front of Tomok's grave.  A picture of her where she apparently looked younger, lots of flowers and a candle that wasn't on.
Born in 1962, died in 2005.
"I'm sorry I don't have any flowers ..."
Rohan paused.
"I noticed how proud Josuke is, thanks to you he became such a great person ... Yes ..."
Rohan closed his jacket briefly, but didn't do that.  It was colder and it looked like it had rained, there was still a bit of fog and there was no summer glowing even if it was clear.
" Rest in peace ,,
" Rest in peace ,,
Rohan heard another person behind him, he turned carefully and looked directly into Josuke's blue eyes.
Didn't Josuke go?
Or is he back now?
It was strange not having seen him in such a long time, he was injured and had a few plasters on his face, a scarf and a short coat.
Rohan turns around carefully.  He heard the footsteps coming closer and stood right next to him, he had brought flowers and carefully placed them on the grave.  Light the candle and get back into position.
He still closed his eyes.  Rohan observes him more closely with the angle.
It was quiet, all that could still be heard were the birds and the light wind that made the trees rock and make noises with the scrolling.
Most of all it was uncomfortable.
Rohan didn't know whether to leave or what to say.  He wanted to say something but has no right words.  He knows exactly that Josuke wanted to hear from him, no matter what ...
" Do you want me to go? ,,
Josuke doesn't move.
"I ... I'm sorry, I didn't know you would freak out like that, I thought you understood, I don't understand myself Mal,
Rohan looked at him, hoping that the boy was looking at you, he still has his eyes closed.
Still nothing came from him.
Rohan decided to leave, and so did he.
He hoped that Josuke would stop him but he didn't, even Rohan walks slowly in the hope that he would stop him.
But it didn't happen.
He went at his normal pace and started crying.
His throat tingles, Schnoder came out of his nose.
He wiped it away with his thin fingers.
He stopped at a small path with lots of bushes and trees, but so that he is not hidden, you could see him.

"I'm sorry,
Rohan turns to Josuke in shock.  Immediately wiped the tears from his cheeks.
"That was superficial of me ... Just because of such a kiss ..."
Rohan looked away and hid his face in the scarf he was wearing.
"It's just ... you're really an asshole ..."
" What? ,,
He whispers softly, and hoped Josuke heard it.
"Don't you notice how I love you?"
Rohan swallowed, his heart stopped and his breathing quickened.
"Didn't you notice how I looked at you all the years before Kira was there? How I wanted to see you so often? How often did I want to be near you?"
The young Joestar did not look at him.
"I just hoped you would notice. But you thought I shit, you hated me like the plague. But I never gave up. When I was in America I thought of you every night, and when I feel bad I did  thought of you Rohan ... Then I felt better,
Josuke looked him in the eye, his eyes were slightly red and sparkled as if he were crying.
"When we kissed I thought it was the best day of my whole life, but when you stopped I thought you haven't changed after all, I thought you were still an asshole,
  "I don't care if you don't think that, if you say that you don't love me I don't care, I just want you to know that I love you and that I won't give up,
"Josuke ,,
Rohan whispers again, not knowing what to say.
His eyes started burning again and tears came out.
" Do not Cry ,,
Josuke came closer and put his strong arms around Rohan and pressed him so close that he could smell his smell.
"S-shit ,,
Rohan lay his head on Josuke's chest, and pressed him so tightly that he would suffocate.

"I ... I love you too Josuke,,

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Thank you for reading, I hope you had some fun^^

I hope you guys are ready for part 2, I will publish a new story that carries the second part of withe.

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(Just to say it briefly, the second part will probably not come for a long time, or maybe not at all.  I am not satisfied with the second part and still have to collect ideas to make it exciting)