Hey guys I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately I been not doing very well but I try to keep going on story
Also I can't text you back bc I have change my email .I forgot my email so I see your message but I can't text you back I'm so sorry
As you know English wasn't my first language so and anyways warning ⚠️ there going to be some sensitive stuff so be careful
Thank you for reading this and I hope you take care 😔❤️( also sorry for the mistakes)
Im still thinking ideas and also I been busy on school
Also this book is not anymore summer I decided to change it to our date which is March 👍
So from them is March not July or June
-A
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No one POV :
'Shoyo woke up in white clean hospital , wearing white pajamas with high knee sock over white bandages around his neck , arms, legs and neck . He had to wake to see someone but he had to drink medication after he did that someone lead him to the office to show him where the room he going to talk to person '
It lead to a room and the guy knock the door , shoyo saw the room it was same white decorated room like he had but this look more as office . The guy left shoyo in room with person
The person it was girl with short black hair and she wearing like doctor outfit with some glasses she had , anyways they sit down all we hear is the clock ticking then the silence stop but still hear the clock ticking
The doctor or therapist: " well it's nice to meet you hinata shoyo , my name is doctor Jane and I'm here to help you" she said smiling calmly but she had the paper work at her desk looking at the file of the patients.
Shoyo: " nice to meet you too" he said nicely and calmly then the doctor spoke " so you know why are you here ? Shoyo" she look at him and calmly ,looking at shoyo, shoyo then said " I'm here because I tried to commit suicide and I'm mentally not fine"
Doctor Jane : " well yes but not just for that , we are here to talk about your problems and why did you commit suicide" she said calmly but looking at him . Shoyo then said " well I was tried of life and I wish would stop feeling the pain" he paused looked at her calmly but deep down he breaking down then she spoke " is he the reason you wanted to kill yourself or there more reasons" she calmly pause then spoke again " because I feel like there are more reasons and I think it's about your past" she said looking at shoyo and shoyo just froze he looked at her with no emotion but in mind there showing you memories .
Shoyo in mind: " she was right , is also about the past that had with my parents or school mostly. Sometimes I wish I forget some memories like my mom tried to kill herself when I was young or that fact the mom told me all those horrible things but later on she says sorry ( if you have Strict or Mexican moms 😔✋I know what you feeling man )or that fact that I can't talk or look at my father without crying or when I can't stop doing drugs mostly" all his memories started to came back but there most hurtful memories , but he knew his mom love him no matter what . Then he snapped of his thoughts.
Shoyo:( now there talking ) "it just hurts so bad and i don't know to stop pain"he said looking down and clenching his his shirt where his heart was at then the doctor said while looking at him with sad eyes and changing subject so he could feel okay because the looks at it look like he doesn't talk about it " yeah I know but I'm here if you already to talk about it , okay ?" She said to in nicely sadly face and shoyo nod yes in understanding " so shoyo tell me about your parents, do you think they treated you good or better ?"
She said looking at him cross her legs and getting a notebook to write down " well I would say it was alright but the end they didn't have feelings for each other so it was complicated.
In solution it will be okay but my mom keeps cheating on my dad because she wasn't feeling the same thing for dad , I mean understand but I didn't wanted them to divorce so it was kinda my fault. He paused and looked at up " maybe if wasn't born it would been easier since they had my brother but at the same time it wasn't that bad living in this world" he paused " they didn't knew about my relationship but it was really toxic that I just wanted to kill myself
To be continued .........
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(Okay guys let's be happy I'm tired of being sad so let's continue of the sleepover)
Everyone was laughing having fun but they all went to sleeping other went to dimension )
No one POV:
'Izuku and his friends went back to dimension . Everyone went to the dorms and sleep but izuku couldn't sleep so he decided to look for his Violin and went to the rooftop started to play isabella's lullaby ' then he had to stop because someone was calling
No one POV( \\*^o^*//and there on phone )
Izuku: " what happened shoyo? And aren't you supposed to be sleeping?" He said putting his instruments on the side and sitting down on the bench
Shoyo: "sorry for interrupting you time but we're going to party . Do you wanna go ?" He said calmly looking at the window
Izuku: " wow I haven't been party is been two years but I still had contacted with some of them" he looking at the sky while on the phone
Shoyo: " same. But I'm still going and I'm inviting eren and Naruto .so we could go all together " he said happily
Izuku: " yay I can't wait and of course I will go" he said happily and then hang up
To be continued
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RandomIdk when I'm going to do this )but all I know this going to be the story hinata shoyo is volleyball player but lately he been acting strange , people starting to know but they wanted to know what's wrong with him but hinata is hiding something but...
