Idk when I'm going to do this )but all I know this going to be the story hinata shoyo is volleyball player but lately he been acting strange , people starting to know but they wanted to know what's wrong with him but hinata is hiding something but...
(Okay guys wait patiently bc I forgot to mention some things over his summer because some people are going to be there in future )
(So he pretty had fun in USA and he some family members )
Some we're famous or just played sports
(Like aoi was a YouTuber and she is a manger for volleyball, basketball )
Anyways the new person is Masaru kin he is shoyo cousin , he is a dancer and he works in music studio ( we going to call him kin )
Next person is Kenta minori , he probably not going to be there a lot in this book but either way he is a ice skater or you know he knows how skateboarding or roller skate ( we call him kenta )
(So yeah that it I'm still thinking about the unknown person the shoyo was talking about , do think it was his friends or possibly he dated someone before who knows 🤷🏻♀or ex crush)
Aoi she look like this ⬇
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Next person is kin ⬇
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Danggggg😳😳😳😳 ( sorry sorry) Kin: I know 😗 Author-Chan- 😖😖😖
Next person is Kenta ⬇
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Me:uhshshshhsshshsyshhshdhg😳 Kenta:😉😏
Anyways go back with story 😗⬇️
Shoyo thoughts 💭:
Oh I forgot to tell you some things it was all before high school , it was when my dad left So my mom kinda started to drink but it wasn't that bad
So my mom had a lot stress in pass since my dad left and it was just me and her , so sometimes she just throws it at my face that I don't do anything or whenever I talk about my dad , she will kinda get mad and tell me that she did everything for to survive or whatever
I mean but I didn't even wanted to be alive and I just told her that it wasn't my fault being born , they wanted a kid but I almost did died
Soon or later a miracle happened so I pretty survive and you know live in this horrible world , well not everything is horrible in world but you know there a lot hate and a lot things but I guess we need to learn a lesson of life , so keep swimming until you find it
It's like the more you grow up , u slowly started to open your eyes and see reality more so you find out more
So I started to realize some things but still clueless on love or romance but I didn't mind it or I wasn't thinking about it
So i think more and more , so I decided to write down I was thinking how people came back in my life and leave me again
( by the way his father did talk to him but then he finally stop text them or calling them )
Started to Recording ⬇
Song: let you down by nf ————————————————————————
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did Was never tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you thought about everything You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you With my head down, lookin' at the ground I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it My hands are full, what else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess You want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you You're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down
Yeah I'm sorry I'm so sorry now Yeah I'm sorry That I let you down ———————————————————————- Stop the reordering
