Hopeless

Twelve: party

Friday:

I handed in my painting which I am very happy with, harry seemed to like it as well I might make a photo album of some of the photos we take this year that is still to be decided

Rose goes out on a Friday so she isnt going to stop me from going out not that she does but she does question my outfits sometimes, I was excited to go to a party i hopefully want to get to know is friends a little more, is this might just be blind optimism or the pre drinks I had while getting ready

I taxied to harrys house hearing the music as I stepped out the car, before I even got half way to the door harry burst out the front door
"I told you not to come," he says sternly, he was in all black, hair slicked back into a neat bun, top undone a couple buttons
"Harry like I said in the nicest way. You dont own me,"
"I am trying to look out for you" he was speaking like when he argued at me in the bar
"And I am trying to live a little" that sounded more like a plead then anything else
"Fine but you can't be wearing that" he hands me his jacket pulling it on knowing he wouldnt let me in otherwise

I just rolled my eyes and walked around him stepping into the house
"There she is!" Louis basically throws himself at me as I walk in the door slugging his arm across my shoulders "Come on, I'll take you to the guys" he pulls me through the house to what looked like a game room with a couple sofas "guys ivy is here" he let go of me, Liam and niall standing up to greet me

"You look... sexy tonight!" Niall hyped me, not like a creepy way just boosting my ego a little
"Thank you!" I smiled over the music which was pretty loud "you must be zayn, i don't think we've officially met" he was smoking not a cigarette I could smell it, and had a girl on his lap he didnt look one bit interested in, he just gave me a nod
"Beer?" Louis handed me a can, not giving me a chance to reply

It went liam niall Louis zayn on one sofa that was against a side wall then I assume the arm chair is where harry was sat so I sit on the arm of the chair God forbid I sit anywhere else
"I'm surprised you showed" Louis added sitting forwards
"I can go hard if I want to, just got to give me the chance" I smiled taking a sip of the beer then seeing an unimpressed harry come and sit in the chair almost knocking me off

"Jesus christ zayn, get a room" Liam had glanced across and saw him and this girl practically eating eachother faces
"Dont have to tell me twice" he smirked getting up and handing harry what he was smoking before leaving they all shuffle up so I move from the chair arm to the sofa arm but with a bit of space

Louis disappeared then reappeared with shots which I was not mad at at alllll, we did 2 each and I started to feel great
"I'll be right back" I say standing up and making my way into the kitchen to make a mixed drink, seeing harry following me shortly, the kitchen clearing out when harry entered
"Will you stop babysitting me, I am fine, I work in a bar for christ sake" i poured myself another shot going to take it but harry taking it out of my hand before it even got to my lips. I took my drink anoyied and walked away pushing my way through people
"Can you tell harry to shove off" I mumbled sitting in the small space between the arm of the chair and Liam, my leg slightly propped up on his thigh
"Harry let the girl have a good time" Liam says in defense, harry not responding

. . .

A couple hours had gone by I may have smoked a little something and drank a little more, me and the guys getting on like a house on fire. Harry had gone off somewhere, I saw him sucking faces with some blonde girl so I left him to it
"I'm going for a cig" I mumbled to niall before walking off, I made my way outside enjoying the coldness of the winter air

"People cant seem to take their eyes off you" I see harry approach me, seeing his hair disheveled and lips a brighter pink then what they usually are
"So what if I am getting abit of Male attention?" A taste of his own medicine
"Getting alot more then a little" he mumbled making me laugh in disbelief
"Not from anybody that matters"
"I just think that you should be careful" he shrugged bring a cigarette to his lips himself