Good for nothing, son of a gun, X-Wing pilot. "You what!? You had no right to do that Dameron! I honestly can't believe that you would do this." He tries to kiss me but I step back. "Don't be mad at me, I'm sorry." "You're sorry!? Sorry won't cut it this time, This is so much more than another mission to me, I've been trying to find my dad since the day everything went to hell and he chose to leave me with Leia and Han. You know that and thanks to you, I lost my chance."Poe and I have known each other since he arrived at the resistance and after 2 years of being friends, we started dating and have been together for a few years now. We trust each other with our lives and get along amazingly well but today that trust has been broken.
"Please tell me what I can do to make it up to you." I scoff. "It's too late for you to do anything, You already told my Aunt that you would take the mission on Jakku." I walk in going right into the bedroom, grab my small box from under our bed that has things from my past life, grab my lightsaber with some saber training things, and place them in a bag. "Where are you going?" I turn and look at him. "I need to be alone for a while, please don't come looking for me."
I grab my bag and walk out only to be met with my dad's droid, R2-D2, who is now mine. 'Are you alright Y/N? Something's bothering you.' Thank god my dad taught me Binary dialect from a young age. "I'm just upset with Poe Artoo, don't worry about it." 'Do I need to go beat up BB-8? I would be more than happy to do it.' I laugh at the little blue and white astromech. "I appreciate the gesture Artoo but it's not his fault, it's his Masters." 'Master Luke gave me to you to protect you while he isn't here and that's what I am going to do.' I bend down to him and pat him. "Thanks, bud but I think I'll be fine." We continue walking until we come across a secluded place to train and meditate. As I meditate, I come across a memory.
My mother, Mara Jade Skywalker is sitting on a picnic blanket with my little brother, Anakin, not far from my father and me as we work on lightsaber training. "Now remember little star, just as Jedi Master Obi-Wan Kenobi once told me, This is the weapon of a Jedi knight. Not as clumsy or random as a blaster but instead a weapon of a more civilized age. This weapon is your life and always will be but as long as you keep it with you, you'll always be safe." Little me smiles and nods understanding him.
I open my eyes and look up at the starry night sky wiping tears from my eyes. Where are you, father? I miss you so much. "Y/N? Are you ok honey? I went to look for you in your and Poe's room but he said that you had left." She sits down next to me and I lay my head on her shoulder. "No, I'm not. My life is falling apart." She kisses my head. "Let's talk about it, What's got you so upset." "Poe knew how much that mission meant to me and instead he took it. I've been looking for Dad since, well, everything happened that night." She puts a hand on my shoulder. "I know sweetheart but he had his reasons for taking on this mission." I look at her. "And what was that Aunt Leia? Because I am having a hard time understanding that."
"He is trying to prove himself to you, my dear. He knows how important this is to you and he thinks that helping you, will help him do just that." "Meaning?" She looks out to the stars. "I always had been told stories about the Jedi growing up and how they were so attuned with the force but closed off in other ways, well at least until I heard the many stories about your grandfather." "Dad told me a few of those stories growing up."
"I figured he would. The night that Luke had brought you here was the night that changed both of us in ways no one could understand. Have you ever thought about talking to Poe about what had happened that night?" I lower my head in shame. "He has always asked about it but I could never bring myself to talk about it with him. All he knows since we met is that I have been on a mission to find father and bring him back home to us." "Now do you get it? He knows that by getting this important data tape, he is helping you to get closer to bringing Luke home." I put my head on her shoulder.
"I never thought of it in that way, I feel so dumb Auntie. What do I do?" "Talk to him Y/N/N, tell him that you have faith in him to bring the tape back and to come back home to you safe." "Do you know where he is?" "I think he said something about Working on his X-Wing In the hangar with BB-8." I kiss her cheek. "Thank you, Auntie, I love you." She hugs me and kisses my head. "I love you too sweetheart. Now go to him." I get up and go to the Hangar to talk with him.
I walk into the hangar and take 30 minutes to try and find Poe's X-wing and finally come to it and see him and BB-8 working on it. I smile at my handsome man. Please forgive me, my love. BB-8 looks over and takes notice of me and R2, making his way over beeping happily. "Hey buddy, how's it going?" I squat and rub his head but R2 gets in the way. "Calm down R2, I'm just saying hello to BB-8, there is no need to be jealous." He beeps and rolls away.
"I thought you needed to be alone for a while Y/N." I looked up to see Poe and stand up. "I just needed room to think and blow off steam Poe, why else would I have grabbed my lightsaber. You should know me better than that." he walks over to his toolbox and starts looking for something. "I wish that I could agree with you but after recent events, I don't think that's quite true anymore." "I deserve that, Can we talk? Please just hear me out." he stops and looks at me. "Yeah, let's talk." I grab his hand and we go back to our quarters.
"I know that I haven't been myself the past few days and I'm really sorry about earlier. I talked with Leia and she helped me put everything into perspective." "Oh yeah?" "She told me why you wanted to take the mission. She said that you want to prove yourself to me by getting the tape, is that true?" He scratches the back of his head. "Yeah, that's part of it." I scoot closer to him. "Why do you feel like you need to do that? Poe, you have proven yourself in so many ways, what more could you do." "It's also about proving to myself that I am worthy of you and our life together." I place my hand on his cheek.
"I'm going to stop you right there Dameron, don't you see what I see? You are the most charismatic man I have ever met. I love everything about you and wouldn't change one hair on you. Why do you feel the need to prove yourself to me? If anything, it's my fault, things in my life have never been easy and I wanted to keep you away from this as much as possible." "We're in this together." I kiss him. "I realize that now and I want to tell you that I'm not mad about you going to Jakku anymore. Now answer the question; why do you feel like you need to prove yourself that you are worthy of me?"
"I have been thinking a lot about the future, mainly ours and it got me thinking if I really do deserve you. There are moments where I feel like this is a dream and that I am eventually going to wake up." I go over to him and sit on his lap, straddling him and my arms snaking around his neck. "I get it but lucky for both of us, this is reality." His arms go around my waist. "You're the best thing that's ever been mine, I was lucky enough to fall in love with my best friend." "You read my mind. Promise me one thing though?" He kisses me. "Anything." "You get the missing piece of my father's map and come home to me. Can you do that?" "I'll always come home to you. Here something to remember my promise."
You feel him slip something onto your finger. You look to see a gorgeous ring on your left hand. "Is this?" "It was my mother's wedding band. She gave it to me so that one day I could give it to the woman I was going to marry. What do you say?" "I think you already know the answer but yes I will marry you." "Once this is all over, we'll get married, settle down, and who knows what else. I love you, Princess." He kisses me with so much love. "I love you Flyboy."
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