I sat here with my head between my arms looking for the answer to how I become the way I am. I am sitting on the bathroom floor after eating very minimal of my dinner after not eating anything today. I look into the mirror and just see fat. Fat is all I see so I purge some more and feel like shit afterwards.
I rinse my mouth and brush my teeth then run to my room turn on my music and grab my blade. I sit on my bed listening to 'A Match Underwater' by Pierce The veil. Half way through the song I realize that I have cuts on my wrist like really close to my vain. I cuss. I decide to call my boyfriend Ryan.
"Babe I got a problem and I might be dead soon so I just wanna say I love you, and I never want you to feel that this is your fault. It's not, I was just an idiot and I didn't realize how close I was."
"Sadie please tell me you are joking. God damnit baby girl you know I can't live without you. I know you are hurting but things were suppose to be looking better for us. We were suppose to have a family, a dog or a cat. You were suppose to have a successful career and so was I."
"Sadie... Sadie... Sadie... Sadie... Sadie..." With each time he called my name it sounded even more distant then it should've. Before long I dropped my phone and collapsed on my floor. I was unconscious.
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Hope Is All She Needs
Teen FictionLove story in a hospital. Will these to lovers be shipped or nah? Will carter win over her roommates heart? Will Sadie find out she has feelings for carter? Will these two ever be together?
