Hope Is All She Needs

Chapter 2

I awoke at the hospital with Ryan next to me crying "babe don't go" repeatedly holding onto my hand. I moaned and he looked up and wiped his tears away and said, "Sadie I thought you were a goner. Oh my god don't you ever do that again."
I moaned again as in disapproval. I realized I am in a mental hospital. Shit. Not how I planned. Now with my anorexia, depression, anxiety, suicidal tendency, self-harm, and other shit there is a slight chance I may never get out. "Ryan... Why... Am... I... Here?" I managed to breathe that out.
"Babe I took you to the hospital and they decided to put you in a mental hospital because of your weight and scars. It's what almost took you away from me. Your my little broken angel and if I lose you I would die." He started to cry again. "Sadie your the entire world to me, I can't ever afford to lose you. I need you here."He reached into his pocket grabbed a box. He opened it. "I was saving this till tomorrow and I am just gonna say it now." He paused. "Sadie you are absolutely beautiful and you are my world. My air that I breathe. The song that comes on in the car. Your the sun on my darkest days. I honestly would lose myself without you here. I love you to the end of the universe and back. I want to spend forever with you. Sadie Hailey Fair will you do me the honor of marrying me?"
I got all happy and started crying and it just made me happy. "Oh my god. Yes! Ryan YES!! Of course I will marry you. Your the one I want to be with so of course I will marry you." He leaned in for a kiss and so did I. The kiss was absolutely magical. No words to describe it. Now I got my reason to get healthy and get the fuck out of here.