Hope Is All She Needs

Chapter 5 *Sadie's pov*

I woke up with Carter jumping on me saying wake up bitch. He sounded really happy. My instant thought was the fuck he was just upset last night so how the hell is he this happy? I said "bruh whats up why you so happy?''

"Man Sadie who knew..." He paused thinking."Who knew how fun you really are." He got off of me and smiled.

That dude had a nice smile. His teeth were straight and his lips were kissable. Those lips look really kissable. Fuck did I just think that. I caught him blushing. "Damn did I say that out loud?" he nodded. "shit man I am sorry." He just shrugged it off. I laughed.

We got ready and headed to the dinning hall. I grabbed really small portions. I really hated food. The taste and texture just made me sick. Carter looked disappointed. Sorry that I don't feel perfect in my skin! I thought. I just wanted to die because food sucks."Sadie it's okay. If you keep it down until after light's out I will help you sneak past the night staff to the bathroom." he smiled slyly.

We sat down at a table and then some person asked if she could sit down next to us and we just shrugged. "Hey I am Latifah and I LOVE Beyonce and i am in here for over active asthmatic symptoms" At first I thought, is this nigga for real. then I was like, I will give her a chance.

"Hi I am Sadie and I love Black veil Brides, and I am in here for anorexia, self-harm, suicide attempt, and depression"

"Hey I am Carter, I love My Chemical Romance, I am in here because of a suicide attempt." He smiled slyly. I tried to hide a blush. Fuck man am I falling for this bitch. God please tell me no.

After breakfast it was group therapy. Great I do not want to be a part of this. I thought as I walked down the corridor. On the way to the room some bitch stoped Carter and kissed her. Carter pulled back and seemed pissed off. Finally he said "Paige I saw you kissing your roommate. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT?!" Wow he was really pissed

"Carter she kissed me. She knew I was with you but she fucking kissed me. I would never ever hurt you. I love you Carter your my life. You know this.''

"Okay babe I believe you. I will give you another chance. I love you Paige your mine." Oh thats his girl. All of the sudden I started feeling jealous. What the fuck. Why am I falling for this bitch. Damn piercings.

They walked down the hall linked together. It was just too cute. I all of the sudden felt like crying. God damn it. I hate crying.

The rest of the day was a blur. I don't remember much so this all sucks. I am falling for a girl who has a fucking girlfriend. Fuck my fucking life. This sucks and I deserve to rot in hell for this.

*Hey y'all it's the author and 200 reads wow I am surprised. I didn't expect that much. Thanks y'all for reading this book. Your awesome. Peace out lovelies*