Hwasun One shots

The Notebook

This is a part two of 'Looking down'

Yongsun knows that the leather notebook was special, it was clean, neat, and old not anything like Ahn Hyejin. It must contain something important for Hyejin to take care of it so carefully. She has opened it but didn't get a chance to read a word, how stupid can she be.

She had been oh so curious about it, she almost felt like Ggomo, she was just curious and all she wanted was to open that notebook and read what's inside. It was invading Hyejin's privacy but what she doesn't know won't hurt her right?

No one but her knows about the notebook, she had asked Byul and Wheein but they don't know a thing, only saying that Hyejin wasn't the type to write and have a diary. And now she's in Hyejin's apartment, she had never thought of going this far just for a notebook.

Hyejin was still in the company, busy practicing her new performance of Maria and it was the last one. She had made sure to memorize Hyejin's password and she was already inside. 

She checked the last place she saw the notebook but it wasn't there. The bedroom? of course not. It wasn't also in the living room, she was starting to panic that maybe Hyejin had known that she knows about the notebook and hid it away. She entered the closet room, it wasn't likely but she searched anyway, it still wasn't there. she paced around the house, trying to figure out where the darn notebook was. 

She thought back at the times they were still living in a single dorm. She can remember Hyejin hiding some cookies in her pillow, she walked towards the bedroom, she checked the pillows, still nothing. If not in the pillow, Hyejin would hide things, behind the drawer and under the bed. She was quickly proven correct when she saw the leather-bound notebook under the bed. She smiled in victory as she took the notebook not bothering to think why the notebook was there in the first place when Hyejin lives alone.

"Yes!" just like an excited kid she quickly opened the notebook. She sat on the bed, raking her eyes over the neatly written words on the beige paper. It was mostly about Hyejin writing about her dreams, writing about how tired she was on daily basis, how she made friends with other celebrities. It was fun to read since Hyejin was really good at describing her feelings, it was a new fact that no matter how abstract Hyejin talks, not really talking much about herself and what her needs were, she was talkative in the notebook.

"We had won in Inkigayo again, this is the eighth time already. Every time we win in these music shows, it just feels so rewarding, all our efforts and time are being paid off. We all did not expect many people would love our song Starry Night, people were shouting our song when we went to a school festival, it was just SO loud! We couldn't even hear the music in our earpeice and..."

Yongsun smiled at the memory, she doesn't remember which school, but the singing was just so loud, everyone was singing, shouting and dancing with them. Only idols would understand how addicting people's cheer is, it's like a drug to them, they almost live for it. 

"....were finished performing Egotistic, we were doing an encore when greasy Moonbyul decided to kiss us all.  I didn't even mean to kiss her, it just happened but I think the fans loved it sadly I don't...."

"...I saw a video again about Yongsun and Moonbyul on the internet, I didn't like it..."

"...could they please stop flirting on stage...its annoying.."

"When will Moonbyul stop touching Yongsun.? I can barely take it.."

"Please stop, Wheein was already mad after the performance, she said it wasn't fair..."

"..they came together at practice.."

"they went drinking together, without me..."