I'm so tired of being broken every second on self destruct.
Tears rolling down my face hidden by looks of "I don't give a fuck."
I'm sick of all the lies in a world full of fake pleasantry.
All there is blurred lines between best friends and enemies.
I get tired of closing my eyes imagining future fantasies.
Only to open them and reveal all the shit that keeps breaking me.
I'm completely done with "Its ok" s and "it's going to be alright"s.
I'm tired of trying to live through everyday like a war we fight.
I'm fed up with forced smiles, so wide my cheeks hurt.
I'm tired of hoping my dreams'll work.
I'm tired. I really am, I'm on the verge of giving up, digging a hole and burying myself just to stop the daily hurt.
I've been pushed, abused, picked at, and stomped on.
The armor that covers me is nothing but shit on.
Because I'm just so tired of being broken.
