Namjoon's POV
I'm late on the first day since I know which class i am going to this year thats wasn't much of a problem but i had to be introduced to the seniors as the maniac of the school . I know damn well that this school makes money off of me I dont care, don't mind , I just don't want that to get in the way of my education i didn't expect to go from junior to senior like that i guess this stupid brain does work I am running through the hall way' s like a maniac i notice there are a lot of posters of me making me weirded out I need to ask them to remove them I hate attention all this smells like annoying people . While I am running to my class I could feel the gazes at my back damn these creepy bastards give me a break just for today . I am late I could never do one thing right today huh i leave so close so no traffic excuse there's my class finally with 23 seconds left, damn i flew .
I walk right in the class the teacher is right there talking to the teacher about something its not school related and i don't give a shit . The teacher stoped when he finally notices me .
"Mr Kim i get you are the schools smartest kid and you are rich and all but you need to here early like every other child " he said to me I'm kinda offended you didn't need to lay my life out like that to everyone
"Sir with all due respect i came here just in time , besides i already knew my class so chill pill "
"Mr Kim your dare talk to an alpha who is also older than you with no respect " he said to me in an alpha voice but i have been able to defy stronger alphas than him just makes me more mad
"If you and respected me I would've learned from you and done the same "
"Mr Kim please introduce yourself yo the class " he tries to change the topic i am just gonna let it slide
"Yes Mr lee " I turned to look at the class its easier to look straight in my eye since I cut my hair not too long or too short just above my nose so they can't see my me eyes clearly . I could see some of the female Omegas flinch and some of the betas i couldn't careless ,pussy
"Mister Kim you look more like a demon that just walked out of heaven you look fucked up you should act more like an Omega and open those pretty legs for us " I felt my eye twitch from the lame as insult , I raised my head and i looked at the direction i heard this fucker say something looked pretty handsome plump lips , chubby cheeks pretty face had some lady features more than man features broad shoulders cover by a white shirt and a red leather jacket i could have shrugged and forced a smile but i couldn't bring myself for a fake smile so i just stayed nonchalant as i clapped back I am not about to let some wanna be gangsta mess with me .
" I am unimpressed for an alpha you look like more of a slut omega to me I may be an Omega but i don't take shit from any pussy ass alpha .... I was about to introduce myself " I stoped and looked over at everybody else they seemed rather shocked but whatever i need this over and done with .
" Hi ..My name is Kim ...Namjoon" I made sure to lay it out nice and slow to male sure i dont have to say my own name again it hurts to hear it everytime .
" you can sit Mr Kim " the teacher said to me a little shaken by what just happened . I take my walk towards an empty chair at the corner of the class room like my last class a place where I can sleep without any problems .
Since we are doing nothing today I sit down i lay my head on my hands on top of the table while the teacher is watching we have no work to do today any way it shouldn't bother him.
I could feel myself drifting to sleep but i hear someone knock on my table and say something God help this guy .
" Hi I am Jackson Wang " he said in a very chirpy voice , the happy person i hate those ,too loud .
"Should I care " huh
"No you shouldn't doesn't mean you can't and i want you to know "
" I dont care "
"Kim Namjoon no matter I really can't believe you stood up to that meanie "
"Ohh " I said shoving my face deeper into my arms
"Ohh thats it talk to me pleeease I was hoping to be friends and i could be your hyung " he said with his voice getting louder by each word
"I dont want any friends " my voice sounded muffled i dont know if he heard me and it doesn't matter
"But you need them I am gonna be your friend anyway " he said and i could feel him smiling at me
" yaaaay i am so happy " I said sarcastically and my voice still muffled by my arm
"Nice i cant wait to introduce you to the others they are gonna be so jelouse a made new friends " he said still smiling making me miss the old me maybe the real me these day its so hard to be me I cant be me I cant really smile like i used to or remember how to smile that is I wish I could at least fake it but i am too broken to fake a smile . I was not like this i was more naive more stupid back then I broke when my step mother used to spite me but i shattered and went numb when everyone hated .
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I wanna explain myself on every chapter here you can see its not all hope lost on my Joonie because jackson is here to soften his walls up .too bad that can't happen to me
Darkened heart : I have never hated i still dont hate , it all went numb after you shattered it all , its all shattered to pieces it can't work anymore because even with the strongest person it only takes the right words to make them shatter like glass
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