DARK souls (namkook)

chapter 6

Namjoon's POV

I can't believe I got myself marked and had to get caught with the creeps balls inside of me God damn i am so gonna get it . Im trying to calm down but being in the same room with this creep  is only making me more and more furious but it's not his fault and i cant blame him.

" I am sorry its all fault i should have held back but i couldn't "

"Whatever creep what happened, happened  were mates theres nothing we can do to change that unless someone died so one of us should die and it sure as hell ain't me " a said as i creepily smiled, whose the creep now creep .

" what no ! Nobodies dying we need to figure this out . Besides were already mates before I marked you "

"How the fuck do you know that "  I said kinda confused i mean how

"Well you see when we meet for the first time we are supposed know they we are mates i felt it but you rejected me but you rejected me because your suppressing your feelings i guess you let your guard down just a little to let your wolf take over i guess it triggered my rut and that's how we got in this mess "

"Whatever i am doomed they may not let me comeback to school ever again" i dont get it why am I feeling why do i wanna cry . I am freaking out I never freak out I decide to sit on the cold floor . I could hear food steps getting closer , but i can't let him close .

"Please dont touch " I said bringing my knees to my chest . I dont know why but the walls in my heart are cracking slowly its better to seal them back rather than watch them crumble but why do i feel so weak right now ,why do i feel i need him .

"Look i am trying  my best to not kill you right now please leave well talk tomorrow its a weekend anyway "

"I get that i really do and i get you need the time but i need to let you know once you are marked you can't be away from your mate for too long so don't run, unless you are pregnant or already have kids together " he looked right into my eyes I could see he was very concerned . I dont know  after my wolf took control it ,it unlocked a lot of emotions and i am a lot of pain right i can feel tears rolling down my cheeks , he reaches his hands out to wipe my tears i can feel his warm face on my cheeks . I reach my hand to hold his so i cant take it off my face but i can't let go  . We stared at each others eyes before he pulled his hand away i could hear the door open and close and for the first time in a while I am crying and i want to cry it out ,maybe It won't hurt so much .

Time skip

It's 6 am in the morning i managed to cry myself to sleep . I have bags under my eyes not my usual kind this is worse and proof that i had the worst night of my life . I took a shower and dressed my self in khaki 3 quarter pants ( I dont know what y'all call it ) I was just above my ankle , with a white shirt and tucked it , with a denim jacket and with the first shoe my hand could reach i have no time to be picky,it was a white converse, all that . I was about to grab my phone and head out to the canteen to grab a bite but i saw an incoming call from my step mom 'oh shit '

" Namjoon we need to talk we are downstairs at the dorms canteen a stern and very angry voice could be heard through the phone . She is pissed . I walked out of my room and headed towards the canteen , I  finally caught my parents they were sitting on a table at the corner , oh great and my brother is here too  this is gonna be a long morning . I walked towards their table and when I got there Leejin grapped my hand and dragged me to the sit , I winced and the collision of my ass and the chair .

"That's what you get for hoering your self here we sent you here so that you could study and stop nagging us about studying " my mother started off with a very cold voice , so she will get the same cold response