CHAPTER 30

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I CHANGED MY CLOTHES AND SAT ON BED. 

THERE WERE THOUGHTS RACING IN MY MIND.

WHY HASN' T HE RETURNED YET?

IT' S SO LATE.

WHAT IS THAT KATE DOING WITH HIM?

THEIR RELATIONSHIP ENDED YEARS AGO.

OR IS IT JUST A STORY TOLD BY NICHOLAS TO ME.

ARE THEY ............. DOING IT ............... ?

THE THOUGHT MADE MY BLOOD STOP.

NO, THAT CAN' T BE.

HE COULD BE RUDE WITH ME SOMETIMES.

THAT' S IT.

BUT HE IS A GOOD HUMAN.

I TRUST HIM.

HE WILL NEVER BETRAY ME.

HE WILL NEVER BETRAY HIS WIFE.

BUT WHAT IF HE DOES .............. ?

GOD.

WHAT AM I TO DO?

MORE TEARS WELLED UP IN MY EYES. 

WHY DID I END UP IN THIS TROUBLE?

WHY AM I NOT HIS FIRST CHOICE?

WHAT IS THERE WHICH OTHER WOMAN HAVE BUT I DON' T?

MOM, DAD ................

WHY DID YOU FORCE ME INTO THIS?

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?

I LAY IN BED. 

MY TEARS WOULDN' T STOP. 

MY NOSE WAS RED WITH ALL THAT CRYING. 

I JUST WANTED TO DISAPPEAR FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH. 

MY HEAD WAS COMPLETELY SPINNING. 

I TRIED TO DISTRACT MY MIND BY READING SOMETHING. 

BUT IT DIDN' T HELP ME CALM DOWN. 

FINALLY, I PUT MY EARPHONES AND LISTENED TO MUSIC BECAUSE MUSIC HELPED ME CALM MY MIND. 

SLOWLY MY EYES BECAME HEAVY AND I FELL IN A DEEP SLEEP. 

THE NEXT MORNING.......

I WOKE UP TO CHIRPING OF BIRDS. 

EVERYTHING LOOKED BEAUTIFUL. 

BUT I WAS ALONE ON BED. 

THERE WAS NO SIGN OF NICHOLAS. 

WHERE IS NICHOLAS?

WHY DIDN' T HE RETURN?

WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING THERE?

DID HE FORGET THAT HE IS MARRIED AND HE HAS A WIFE?

OR IS HE TRYING TO TELL ME THAT I ......................

I MEAN NOTHING TO HIM..........................................

I NEVER FELT HURT IN THIS WAY IN ALL MY LIFE. 

HERE I WAS DYING FOR HIM AND THERE HE WAS. 

GOD KNOWS WHAT HE WAS DOING FOR SUCH A LONG TIME. 

MY HEART SHATTERED. 

THIS TRIP TO NEW YORK HAD BEEN THE WORST TRIP EVER. 

I IMMEDIATELY ROLLED OUT OF BED, TOOK A SHOWER, WORE A SUMMER DRESS, ORDERED BREAKFAST TO THE ROOM AND ATE IT, SAT IN MY CAR AND DROVE TOWARDS THE AIRPORT. 

I SAT IN MY PRIVATE PLANE. 

I TOOK A DECISION. 

AS SOON AS I REACHED HIS HOUSE. 

I PACKED ALL MY BELONGINGS AND PUT IT IN MY SUV. 

NICHOLAS WAS JUST RETURNING HOME FROM NEW YORK. 

HE WAS FURIOUS WHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT I LEFT WITHOUT INFORMING HIM. 

EVEN I WAS FURIOUS WITH HIM BECAUSE I CONSIDERED THAT HE CHEATED ON ME.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? I HAD MY MEN LOOKING FOR YOU HERE AND THERE." HE ASKED IN AN ANGRILY.

"WHY DO YOU NEED TO KNOW? YOU MAKE LOVE WITH THAT GIRL. I COULD CALL HER HERE FOR YOU IF YOU WANT. AS FOR ME, I DON' T WANT TO SPEND EVEN A MOMENT IN THIS HOUSE WITH YOU. I' M LEAVING." I SNAPPED BACK.

"WHAT? NO. YOU CAN' T DO THAT. STAY WITH ME." HE PLEADED.

"I WON' T. YOU' VE HURT ME ENOUGH. LEAVE ME ALONE. I WANT SOME PEACE." I REPLIED BOLDLY AND WITHOUT ANOTHER WORD, I LEFT HIS HOUSE.

I SAT IN MY CAR AND TOLD MY MY DRIVER TO DRIVE THE SUV THAT HAD ALL MY BELONGINGS. 

I DROVE MY CAR TO MY HOUSE WHICH I' D BOUGHT SOME WEEKS AGO. 

I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEED TO LIVE IN IT BUT NOW I HAD TO MOVE INTO IT, JUST BECAUSE OF THAT JERK.

CONTINUED IN THE NEXT CHAPTER

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