꧁|𝕋𝕙𝕖 ℍ𝕒𝕚𝕜𝕪𝕦𝕦 𝕆𝕞𝕖𝕘𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕖 |꧂

Part 1

Noya's POV: It's been a month since the group decided to move in together and even speak since high school. I'm 25 and my husband and mate Asahi is 26 now. I really want a kid, like very very badly. The thing is I've had 2 miscarriage's and I'm scared to get pregnant because of loosing my baby again. So everyone was going out to eat except for me and Suga, so I decided to talk with him about it since he's pretty understanding and has a 2 year old.

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"Suga?" I ask sitting on the couch with him.

"Hm?"

"Can I talk to you?"

"Sure, what do you want to talk about?"

"Well, I don't know why I'm telling you this because it's not relevant in your life but..." I froze in place fore a few second before continuing on. "Before we moved in here, I had 2 miscarriage's and this weekend I have a doctor appointment to help me get pregnant again and I'm just kind of scared." I say.

Suga looks at me with a shocked look on his face, obviously not knowing what I had just told him. He pulled me into a hug.

"I'm so sorry you had to go threw that." He said in a sad tone. I could tell he didn't know what to say. "Well do you know what they're going to do to you?" He asked.

"Not exactly and that's why I'm scared." I say with my head down.

"Sorry this made be rude and might give you memories you don't want but, how long have you made it threw pregnancy?" The question in my opinion was fine since he was just wondering something.

"I've never made it past 12 weeks, the first one I lost at 9 and then the second a-at 12" I start to tear up. He pulls me back into a hug.

"Sorry I shouldn't have asked that." Suga said as me tears fell on the marble floor of the huge house we live in.

"U-um we've t-tried 2 more times after b-but I just couldn't get p-pregnant" I said sobbing into his arms. We sat there in a hug for another couple of minutes.

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I sat in the waiting room of the hospital and was scared half to death.

"Yuu Azumane!" The lady yells into the room. I stand up and walk to her. Asahi had to work this weekend and couldn't go with me which made it worse. We walked to the back room and she explained everything to me which I was fine with other than that I had to get 2 shots. I'm not good with needles.

"I'm just gonna ask you a few questions so that I can give you the shots." She said.

"Ok. Sounds good." I say back trying to keep calm.

"Ok, when was you last pregnancy."

"A year and a half ago."

"Who's you mate and there real and secondary gender."

"Asahi Azumane, male, Alpha."

"Ok, do you consume any alcohol?"

"Not often, but sometimes."

"Any allergies."

"Not that I know of."

"Ok, thank you I'll be back in a moment." She then left the room. I sat there feeling scared, I didn't like needles the last time I got a needle was to get labor induced.
She came back into the room with a tray of needles.
"Ok, I'm just gonna sanitize your arm and then I'll give you the shots." She said while grabbing a wipe and rubbing it on my arm. She grabbed the first needle and she counted down from 3 and then pushed it into my arm. It wasn't very painful but the concept made me quiver. She did the same with the other needle. I checked out and went home.