the mission

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I heard someone calling my name, "Sabrina..... Sabrina.....Sabrina." I slowly opened my eyes, I looked around and met the eyes of James. I immediately broke down "I'm sorry..... I'm so sorry..... I though everything would change..... I though he would love me." I sobbed,  I wiped my eyes and realized my brothers and father were gone. 

I dragged myself towards them, first Kenzie. She didn't look at me once, I cut her free, she looked at me with shock. I did the same with the rest, but I gave James a kiss before I cut him free. "Leave... before he notices. Please, I won't be able to live with myself if I know you're all dead because of me." I said 

"Come with us." I heard Mr. Fox say "We know you did it for a good reason."

"No. I have to face the consequences. Go now! Before I shout for my brothers!" and for the first time I saw James, Connor and Mr. Fox cry. They slowly walked away and then started to jog, the jog turned into running. I screamed really loud to get my brothers attention when I saw they were far. 

"WHAT HAPPENED?!"

"WHERE'D THEY GO?!"

"SAB?!"

"I- I couldn't stop them...." I sobbed, Max carried me to my father who looked furious. I tightened my grip around Max "No Max... don't leave me here please. He'll hurt me." Max shook his head and placed me on the floor. "NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!" They walked out the door I tried to crawl away but my dad dragged me back.

"I SAW YOU LET THEM GO! I SAW IT! DON'T LIE TO ME." 

Everything went black.... was I dead? Is James ok? Did Kenzie get a bigger butt? I'm dead.... it's so peaceful. It's so quite. It's so.....beep........beep......beep.....beep.

What noise? I don't like it, wait.... I can hear..... I can smell..... I can breathe..... I opened my eyes. I was in a hospital. There were two strangers next to me, they looked worried.

"W-who ar-e you?" I said

"We found you! And we have adopted you! But you should get rest oh god he did a number on you! He's in jail don't worry!" I then blacked out again.

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4 months later

It's been four months and I was adopted by a beautiful gay couple. Jack and Jayden, they found me on the road which is where my father left me for road kill. They were lovely enough to take me to the hospital and adopt me. I love them with all of my heart, they also have two other kids, there's Sofia and Liam. Sofia was 4 years old and Liam who was a year younger. He was always kind to me and was always there. He's better then my other brothers.

I've started high school, but only my senior year. I've made friends, I never got a boyfriend though. I think about James too much, ever since that night I haven't seen them since. I've lest the past in the past, I don't do gang stuff and I most definitely haven't killed anyone.

The only thing is that I've felt eyes on me every since, I always look in the direction I feel them but I feel paranoid and brush it off. My life is so amazing, I'm happy for once. 

I was sitting on the couch laying on Jayden's lap, with popcorn and Liam laid on my legs. Jack was upstairs putting Sofia to be, then there was a knock on the door. "Who the fuck would be at our door at this time? It's pouring out!" Liam said

"Language!" Jayden said, I chuckled and got up, I looked through the peek hole and saw a boy drenched in water.

"Jay.... I don't know who it is." I said in a worried tone, He got up and pulled his gun out. I forgot to mention he's a cop, he's the main reason why my dad is in jail. Jack was a doctor, he's the reason I got the best treatment. 

"Who are you?" Jay yelled

"I need help..."

"Who are you!"

"Help me please it's so cold."

"I wont ask again!"

"God... aren't cops supposed to be comforting or something?" I knew that voice "I'm here for her."

"James.... it's James....." I said, Jay opened the door and lowered his gun. A wet James walked in, I looed at him shocked. Am I seeing this right?

"I'm actually cold... and I do need help.... I was shot." He said, his hand was holding his arm. Jack walked down the stair. 

"Who in the devil is this? Some type of stripper?" He asked

"He was shot can you help him?" I plead, Jack nodded. James followed him into his office.

"Would you like to tell me how this happened?" Jack asked

"Not really.... but.... it was a shipment gone wrong." Jack stopped

"I don't help people like you.... you're dangerous."

"Of course.... I'll pay you or something, just get to fucking work."

"James! Do not talk to my dad like that!" I yelled, he just scoffed.

"James? As is James, James?" Jack asked, I nodded. Liam came through the door and examined James.

"He looked much bigger than what you've told us."

"Well sorry I haven't seen him in a while...." I looked at James as Jack pulled the bullet out, he wrapped it and patted it.

"All done, only reason I'm doing this is because my daughter is in love with you." My eyes widened and James smirked at me.

"JACK!!!!!!" Jayden yelled

"What?"

"HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT YET!!!"

"Oh...."