the mission

12

They all left us in the room alone, my face was pure red by this point. "You love me?" He said softly.

"I- yes. I know you don't because I betrayed you." I looked at my feet, he stood up and placed his hand on my cheek. I leaned into his warm large veiny hands.

"I love you too.... and I'm sure you've felt someone watch you." I nodded "It was me. I couldn't not see you, I didn't want to leave you."

"I'm happy you did though, because if I didn't stay I wouldn't have met them." He chuckled softly and kissed me,  it was nice and warm. It was gently and sweet. I pulled away, "How is everyone?" We sat down.

"No one was happy when we left, we procced what you did, lying and saving. It took boss a while to find new trainees. He was looking for someone like you, can do everything, no mercy, can get on his bad side without angering him and knowing when to be professional." He sighed "Kenzie has some friends but she doesn't trust them she misses you, Connor is a dad now, he wants you to me the godmother and me.... I haven't been able to find someone as good as you. You're one of a kind and it took us a while to realize it." 

I smiled, "I want to visit bu-"

"Do it... we all miss you."

"I haven't associated myself with that type of stuff in ages. I also have school." The door opened to reveal Liam, Jay and Jack.

"Fuck school! You're going and we're coming with you!" Jay said, we laughed.

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I woke up before James, he looked so peaceful. I played with his hair and smiled. "Good-morning." He groaned, I snatched my hand away quick.

"Noooooo come back." he wined, I continued to play with his hair.

"Do you think they'll be happy to see me?"

"Yes." I sighed, a few hours passed and Sofia jumped on the bed.

"GET UP GET UP GET UP GET UP." 

"Sofiaaaa" I groaned, she then hid behind me.

"Who's the big scary man?" James laughed.

"I'm scary?" 

"Yes have you seen yourself? Tattoos, scars... scary." I giggled.

"My boyfriend love." She smiled

"JAMES!" she yelled, god I really told everyone about him.

"I'm quite famous here aren't I?" I groaned, I rolled to pick Sofia up I put her on my hip and walked to the bathroom. 

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Jay was driving us to the house, Jack, Jay, James and Sofia were singing Good Days by Sza.

"GOOD DAYS IN MY MIND, SAFE TO TAKE A STEP OUT! GET SOME AIR NOW LET YOUR EDGE OUT! TOO SOON I SPOKE YOU BE HEAVY IN MY MIND CAN YOU GET THE HECK OUT?!"

We finally arrived, it looked the same. I helped Sofia out and we walked to the front door. We walked in and I heard chatter in the kitchen.

"Yo you're back we thought you were dead! Who helped you with your gunshot?" It was Connor who asked, James looked towards me. I walked to the kitchen, they all paused when their eyes were on me. 

"Hey..." I said, they all ran to me and hugged me. I couldn't breathe. They finally let go, I started to cry "You don't hate me?"

"NO! WE COULD NEVER!" Kenzie yelled "AND YOU BITCH YOU LEFT ME WITH ALL THESE FAKE GIRLS!" 

"LANGUAGE YOUNG LADY!" Sofia yelled hitting Kenzie's leg.

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We all caught up, Declan got married to Kenzie, Connor and Sadie were engaged and they adopted a child because Sadie is unable to birth a child. His name is Zander and he's 5 him and Sofia are hitting it off. They were happy I was safe and that I was getting loved. It reminded me of what Sam told me.... how I deserved a beautiful life.

Here I was surrounded by people who actually love me even though I hurt them and put them through hell. They still loved me, this right here is heaven. I never want it to end.