Tommyinnit angst oneshots

How many time's?

Tommy stands up and speaks his mind

Tommy's pov : everyone was crowded around me and watched as niki continued to rant about how I'm the problem I tuned her out for the most part but snapped back into the conversation when she said " how many times have you been betrayed Tommy how many -" that's when I out of nowhere said "12" everyone stopped and looked at me with confused faces until ( when everyone thinks it's this font when Tommy's speaking it's this font.  when niki talks its this font. thank you that is all) wha- you heard me 12. What is he talking about? want me to name them? 1 sapnap pet wars 2 eret pushing the button 3 Wilbur saying he won't blow up lamanberg 4 techno saying he would be there forever 5 Phil saying he wouldn't hurt us 6 Wilbur saying he would always protect me 7 Dream saying he wouldn't blow up lamanberg 8 tubbo saying he wouldn't exile me even at last minute 9 techno saying he wouldn't hurt tubbo 10 quackity saying if I joined tubbo side he would stop hunting techno 11 lamanberg not visiting me in exile and finally 12 niki saying that she would never hurt me and be my pretend sister I could go on and on about bring betrayed but I can do you one better
everyone stood there dumbfounded about what just happened till

how many times have you watched your home explode

how many times have you watched your brother go insane

how many times have you died for your country

how many times have you wondered if today was going to be the last day you live

how many times have you been exiled

how many times have you just thought about ending yourself because at least you would be free

how many times have you trusted someone just for them to leave die or abandon you

how many times have you blamed yourself for your brothers and others deaths

how many times have you waken up scared but you cant show it because that's a weakness

how many times have you had to patch up your friend because you abuse and just sit there knowing you couldn't do anything

how many times have you been separated from your best friend aka the only thing keeping you alive

how many times have you been blamed for something simply because your the chaotic one

how many times have you been manipulated by a person that you thought you could trust

how many times have you....missed the old you to a point were you wear a mask thicker than dreams to fool everyone that your just a chaotic useless mindless idiotic monster child

how many times have you been told that your nothing and that thats what you will always be

how many times have you heard an entire nation named pogtopia talk about you behind your back

how many people have you lost

how many times have you looked into a mirror and been reminded that you will never be as great and live up to your family's name

how many times have you been shot

how many times have you done something you didn't want to

how many times have you had a gun shoved into your hands and told not to 1 trust a single sole and 2 either you kill or be killed

everyone at this point was feeling either guilty surprised or thinking about what they've done

so how many times niki, I challenge everyone to answer this

Silence for 10 minutes

Tbc