𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐘 → 𝘵. 𝘰𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘸𝘢

1. tooru oikawa

~tooru oikawa~

{the outift you're wearing is shown in the cover of each chapter}
btw creds to @yvelltall for the idea of putting your outfit in the cover🤍

{tw: mention of self-harm}

it was a quiet day in september, and you woke up to everything being silent except for your alarm clock. you reached over, and turned it off, so that the annoying buzzing would stop. 6:00. you sighed, as you got up from your comfy bed. it was the first day of school, and you had been dreading this day ever since summer started. you always thought ahead, and dreaded things that were nowhere close to happening yet.

you lived alone, since your mom had died of a heart attack when you were 15, and your dad had left before you were born. you'd been loving by yourself ever since you were 15, and you'd learned how to take care of yourself. you never relied on others too much, because you didn't want your feelings to end up getting hurt.

you walked out of your room, and into your bathroom. you slowly took off your clothes, since you were too tired to move quickly. you turned on the hot water in your shower and stepped inside. the warm water felt good against your skin, and you just wanted to stay there for hours instead of going to school. well, it is the first day of my third year, so i guess it's pretty important. i better hurry up.

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you had finished getting ready for school, and you put on your shoes, and walked out of your door. you locked it behind you, and walked towards your car. you had a (color of your choice) (car of your choice), that your mom had given to you for your 16th birthday. you truly missed your mom so much, but you tried not to think about her often or else you'd end up creating a river with all your tears. you used to cut your arms to deal with the pain, but you began seeing a therapist, and it's helped you a lot. you arrived at aoba johsai high, and parked your car in your usual parking spot. you got out, and locked it.

as you were walking to the school you saw oikawa, talking with iwaizumi near the fountain, surrounded by fangirls. tooru oikawa. you'd had a crush on him since first year, but you've never really talked to him before. other than in class, when you'd help him with his work, since he wasn't the smartest person. i wonder if we'll get put in the same classes this year. you doubt that oikawa had even remembered your name, considering he had so many fangirls and better things to remember. the bell rang, and you saw oikawa and iwaizumi start walking to their class, with the swarm of fangirls trailing close behind them.

iwaizumi was always chill, you never talked to him much but you used to talk since you were the ace of the girls volleyball team last year. you and iwa had a lot in common, with both of you being aces, but you quit volleyball, after too many fangirls were harassing you and threatening you that bad things would happen to you if you didn't quit.

you knew that you could easily take any of them on, since you were a black belt in karate, and a martial arts master, strong too, you even beat one of your mentors in a fight (of course, it wasn't a serious fight.) you didn't feel that the drama was necessary though, and as much as you loved volleyball, you loved your life just a little bit more. after that, the fangirls left you alone, but so did iwa.

you walked into your home room, scanning the room to see if you knew anyone there. you spotted someone you knew, kunimi , who you were childhood friends with. you set your stuff down on the floor, and sat in the desk next to him.

"hey kunimi, it's been a while! how was your summer?"

"oh, hey (y/n), it was pretty uneventful. just practiced volleyball and hung out with kindaichi. how about you?"

"yeah, mine was pretty boring too." you said, turning your attention to the front of the class, since the teacher had walked into the room.

"good morning class, my names mr-"

the door then burst open and in rushed oikawa and iwaizumi.

"sorry we're late!" oikawa said.

"yeah, sorry." iwaizumi said.

"it's fine, just hurry up and take your seats."

the only seats that were available was the one beside you and the one in front of you. shit.

oikawa and iwaizumi sat down, oikawa sitting in the desk next to yours and iwaizumi sitting in front of you.

"okay so what we're going to be doing today is..." the teacher said, but you couldn't focus on what he was saying. you were too shook by the fact that oikawa and iwaizumi were sitting so close to you.

the last time you talked to oikawa was last year, in the second term, since you guys had the same classes, and the last time you talked to iwa was last year, also in second term because that's when you started getting threatened to quit the volleyball club.

soon enough the bell rang, and you had to go to your next class. shit, i was zoned out that whole time, what was i thinking. you quickly got up from your chair, and walked out of the classroom. you could feel eyes on you as you walked, as if they were staring through your soul. you turned around, and saw oikawa and iwaizumi walking behind you.

"oh h-hey guys." you said, trying not to make it awkward.

"hey (y/n), it's been a while. hows volleyball going?" iwaizumi asked you.

"i quit, remember?"

"you did? i didn't know, i just thought you stopped talking to me because i did something to upset you," iwaizumi looked ashamed that he didn't know this. "why'd you quit?"

"your fangirls were threatening me and telling me to quit." you said, getting somewhat angry just thinking of it, and you turned around, facing away from them once again.

iwaizumi ran up to walk beside you.

"what! why didn't you tell me this before, i could've told them to back off!"

"i didn't think it was that big of a deal. besides, you know they'd never stop harassing me." you turned down the hall, walking to your class. as you walked, you could feel them staring at you.

you were glad that they weren't in the same class as you, because you didn't want to have to deal with them for another hour. every time you talked to them it just made you think more and more that oikawa didn't like you, since iwa was the only one who was ever talking in your conversations with them. oikawa would just be on his phone, probably texting his other hoes. but it's whatever, you didn't care.....right?

i feel like im getting better at writing guys😩🙏🙏