Should I stop? If yes, how..
Ahh.. It's been two years now since I asked my self to never go that way.. If you think I'm gay, well I'm not, but Yedam hyung is a different case everybody likes him if not love, he is so special, to me even more.. Whatever he does, its like he's putting a spell on it that I get so mesmerised.. he is my blackswan, a secret that I would die just to have, even for just a night, my star, my moon the only light in every dark night that I have and I'm hoping of all hope that I won't end into an unrequited thump, all I ever wanted was to be his very own euphoria as he is mine.
Today I got a chance to be seated beside him and Im happy but I can't be too obvious since the members had been teasing me all about it that I am frequently playing favorite to Yedam hyung, that I have all the smiles in the world whenever Yedam hyung is near.. It's true though, I just don't like them teasing me specially if Yedam hyung is around, I want him to see me as the cool kid that I am, not the troubled one.. Ahh but how can I scape when he's paying attention to me.. Who among you can ignore Bang yedam's stare and smile, kudos to you Coz I can't, I'm that weak when it comes to him, just one look he could render me speechless, just one smile and I'll be on my bubble tea world, that even if I wanted to not become soft, I melt voluntarily and couldn't hold the giddiness I shouldn't felt in the first place Coz dude I'm telling you am not gay he's just really special so special that I am in so much trouble
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my trouble
FanfictionI didn't know how it all started, nor how I became like this, so deep into this hole I called trouble but I am willing to be in it if it means I could be with him. This will be a haruto pov towards his Yedam hyung.. Random one.... I am not a profess...
