Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 12

I brush my robes down as I head back to the great hall. "Heeeeyy y/n, you alright?" Cedric calls out. I spin round and perceive a beaming Cedric alongside an additionally beaming Pansy. "Hey I'm alright thank you. You?" I reply, visually examining Pansy disputably.

"When you left Cedric came over and said hi so I thought we would go and wait outside the bathrooms for you." Pansy whispers while over dramatically mouthing.

I nod back and turn my head back to Cedric. "Yeah I'm good thanks." He reply's a little too jolly for my relishing. "Good." I smile at him afore coughing inelegantly and turning my gaze away until I descry Oliver traversing towards us.

I mentally slap myself as I recollect what Draco had just said in the bathroom. "Hey baby." Oliver says kissing me on my cheek. I coerce out a smile and sanction him to hold my hand. "Well you lovebirds, we'll leave you too it." Pansy purrs with a wink.

I turn to Oliver and take deep breath. "Ollie I need to talk to you." I initiate and I watch his eyebrows furrow. "Okay sure, shoot, love." He replies, holding both of my hands tighter.

I constrict my eyes shut and when I open them I descry Draco appearing from around the corner behind Oliver leaning against the wall, examining our every move. I let out the breath I was holding and open my mouth. "Oliver I can't do this anymore."

I watch his face sink and I feel his hands leave mine. "Wh.... wha- I don't understand." He stutters as tears fill his eyes. Oh Ollie I'm so so sorry.

I squeeze my eyes tight shut again and take a deep breath to regain my confidence. "I'm sorry Oliver...." I spot Draco smiling malevolently behind him and I continue my sentence.

"I just feel like I need a more grown up relationship you know. One that isn't just snuggling all the time and cute little names. I've changed Ollie and I want more, something more intimate and.... well rough."

I mentally slap myself once more as I perceive his eyes fill up with hurt tears. "I'm sorry if you feel that way y/n... I was endeavoring but you wouldn't even allow me to take your shirt off." He verbalizes.

I cringe as I recollect the scene. "I'm sorry Oliver." I kiss his cheek and ambulate away as expeditious as I can, not baring to turn around and see his hurt face or Draco smirking evilly from behind him.

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As I enter the common room a husky voice speaks from behind me. "Well well, y/l/n actually broke up with Beaver. That'll be the talk of the Slytherin house."

I spin round and cross my arms. "Happy now?" I expectorate and stare up at Draco unimpressed. "Oh come on darling you know I am. Besides you said yourself, it was a juvenile relationship. You wanted more, rough. Fortuitously I can bring that for you."

He struts forwards and pushes me against the wall, left hand beside my head. "Tell me you don't want me." Draco whispers into my ear seductively as his right hand caresses my cheek. "Go on darling say it." He whispers again.

His breath fanning my cheek causes goosebumps to arise on my skin and butterflies to go mad in my stomach. "I... I can't." I breath out softly, looking down at the floor ahead of me.

"And why's that?" He teases me.
"Because..." I gulp and take a deep breath. "Because I want you Draco and only you." I breath out.

I feel him smile against my neck before kissing precisely where he's been hovering for the past few minutes. "That's right baby." He replies sloppily.

I close my eyes and feel his tongue glide along my neck as my hand peregrinates up the back of his neck to his hair. His hand slides down my cleavage and under my skirt, gliding his fingers over my damp underwear. I feel his fingers tickle down my thigh as he lifts my leg up against his hip. "Draco..." I mumble. He doesn't reply and I open my ocular perceivers.

"Draco...." I mumble again but remotely more rigor this time. "Mhm." He muffles into my neck. "Someones coming." I initiate and he smiles.

"Yeah it's me." I laugh and push him off. "I'm earnest, we can't get caught!" Just as he pulls his head from my neck someone appears at the door to the Slytherin common room.

"Oi get away from her!! What has that ferret said this time y/n?" Pansy comes running forward and pushes Draco away. "Nothing Pansy, he was availing me with potions."

Wow that's the quickest lie I have ever come up with on the spot.

"Hmm." Pansy hums un-fooled. "He was! I... I promise." I lie again trying so hard to fool her. "Alright. You're let off the wand this time Malfoy. Now scram!" Pansy spits but soon regrets it.

"No one orders me around Parkinson, especially not a slimy squid like you!" Draco scoffs, towering over her endeavoring to look impending and succeeding. "I...I... I'm sorry." Pansy stutters, looking everywhere but him.

"Draco leave her alone!" I yell trying to pull him off. He turns to me and pins me against the wall but then realizing that we're not alone anymore. He raises his eyebrows and slides a bit of parchment into my pocket. I glare perplexingly up at him as he turns and walks out of the common room, slamming the door behind him.

"What was that about?" Pansy questions me as she brushes her robes down. "Ugh I don't know." I lie looking indisposingly intolerant.

"Oh. Anyway, Ollie came and found me. Care to explicate?" She says sassily, crossing her arms and walking more proximate. Oh sugars.

"Like I said to him I was just finding our relationship very... juvenile." I reply with a shrug.

"Since when!? Ollies a great guy and-..." I cut her off, my tone ascending a little. "Pansy I know he's a great guy and I'm not denying that, I'm just saying I need something more intimate and not all cutie cutie."

Pansy consistently examines me perplexed. "Cutie cutie?" She parrots.
"You know what Pansy just leave me alone if you won't understand my reason." I go to walk off to my dorm when she ceases me. "Wait."

I turn around and watch her face relax. "You're not... doing this for another guy, are you?" I feel my palms commence to get sweaty as I take a gulp. "No why would I do that?" I reply with a nervous giggle.

"I know I know sorry I just had a thought." She unfolds her arms and looks down. I nod and rush up to my dorm room as quick as I can.

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When I reach my dorm I lock the door behind me and lay down on my bed facing the wall. Did I do the right thing? The hurt in his face crushed me on the inside but I... I optate more and not something so childish.

I turn over so I'm lying on my back and place my hands on my stomach until I feel something fall in my pocket. The parchment.

I sit back up and pull the scintilla of parchment out of my pocket and unfold it. It read:

Come to my dorm room tomorrow evening at 7 sharp. If you're late, you know the punishment ;)
-Dm𓆙

I smile as I slide the parchment under my pillow and continue to contemplate.