Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 14

"Hey y/n, wake up! Y/n wake up!"

A minute muffled whisper peregrinates through my ears as the darkness commences to fade into light. I blink a few times afore turning over and meeting Pansy face to face. "What.." I grumble, rubbing my eyes tiredly still half asleep.

"Y/n you missed breakfast, are you okay? You didn't seem it when you came in last night." Pansy inquires, looking me up and down worried.

I place my index finger and thumb on my eyebrows and constrict my eyes shut. "I-..." I stop myself when I recollect what transpired last night.

"I'm fine, honestly." I lie and sit myself up remotely. "I would like to be alone now please Pansy..." I state composedly as I look down at the dark green silk sheets that lay on top of me delicately. "Yeah... yeah sure whatever you require just, y/n- I'm here for you, always." Pansy smiles and shuts the dorm door abaft her.

I let out a heftily ponderous breath  I didn't realise I was holding and throw the sheets off of me, dashing to the bathroom and locking the dark oak door abaft me.

How could I of been so incoherent! Letting another man control you and utilize you for just another incoherent game of his. Come on y/n you let your father utilize you as something to take his exasperation out on so don't let it transpire again, not this time! Grow up and begin realising you have feelings and culls too!

I look up into the mirror and tears come flooding down my cheeks causing them to drown in saltiness. I turn around and fall to the floor in a fit of tears, my head burrowed in between my knees.

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I pause outside of the charms classroom and brush down my skirt, fine-tune my hair and fix my tie afore entering the classroom five minutes late. Again.

"Ah miss y/l/n I was commencing to worry!" Professor Flitwick promulgates.
"I'm genuinely sorry I'm late sir I just-... yeah." I mumble back consistently examining the floor embarrassed. "No need to worry dear just take a seat beside Harry over there."

I coerce out a smile and make my way to the vacuous seat contiguous to Harry on the right stalls. As I make my way over I descry Draco eyeing my every move but his expression isn't neither jubilant nor woebegone, it's emotionless.

"Hey are you alright y/n?" Harry asks me as I pull out my charms book and my wand. "Yeah.. yeah I'm good thanks." I reply in a breath with a forced smile.

When I look up from my desk I catch eyes with Malfoy who is still persistently eyeing  me from the other side of the room. Both of us consistently stare at each other for at least three seconds afore Professor Flitwick explicates our task.

"Right today class as I was expounding afore Miss  y/l/n arrived we will be practicing the charm  'Engorgio.' Now do you all have your wands?" Everyone picks up their wands and shows him. "Brilliant now say it with me, engorgio!"

"Engorgio!" The class repeats.

"Good good! Now turn to page 43 for the incantation along with the wrist movement. You will have the rest of the class to practice." Professor Flitwick smiles and steps down from the pile of books that's been placed underneath an immensely, colossal window that's shining effulgent sunlight through causing a faint spotlight to appear where Professor Flitwick stood.

Around half way through the edification, I'm inditing something down in my book when a ball of scrunched up parchment lands on my book right underneath my ocular perceivers. I look up and notice Draco persistently staring at me in mystification. He points to the ball of parchment and I look down.