Broken Words

Feel free

What is he doing here? One day he's a jerk than the other a gentleman? Last week a devil and this week an angel? why is he even here? So she opened the door and realized that she kind of missed him and that was super weird he looked amazing with his hair, eyes and black sportswear.

''- Hi Aisha

-Good morning , Mr. James

-How was your day?

-It was great, thank you.

Then after a couple of strange silent moments he finally said:

-so?

-So?

 he laughed so hard  : '' So? You're not letting me in?

-Oh sorry, of course, please come in''

James took a sit, she prepared for him coffee and brought some cookies that ''Serena'' gave her, and took a seat then awkwardly asked him if everything was okay after drinking half of his coffee without a single word so he told her that he was passing by here because he had work in this area so he decided to check up on her after yesterday's night so she just said :

''- Umm, oh, about last night I really can't remember what happened so I'm sorry if I said anything stupid!''

-''No, it's okay.

-Oh and thank you for the coffee and the ala....

- James stopped her immediately : ''whatever, ''jack'' the concierge took care of everything and he's the one who carried you from the car to your room.''

she really felt embarassed but acted like nothing happened '' umm, so you liked the coffee?

- yeah, it's like your usual coffee.

-yeah'' she was really surprised by how he suddenly started treating her and she really wanted to hit him as usual ''James the robot is back'' . so she just stood up with anger, crossed her hands and said:

''Anything else Mr. James?''

so he stood up by his turn ''yes, yesterday you forgot your book with me'' and he handed her the book that she wrote on it all of her story, and deepest secrets. 

-''Did you open it? Did you read it?'' She was scared and angry at the same time, she suddenly started seeing all black, it will be a huge disaster if he knew her story, no one does except her aunt, even his father knew 5% of it, what if he read it? 

- ''No, no I didn't, I even found it in the car like one hour ago''

-'' okay, fine

-'' But what will happen if I read it? I didn't but what if?''

-'' Ummm, Nothing it's not even important , it's just an old scratch draft book. umm would you like to add some of ''my usual coffee''?

- ''Oh so now you mocking me?! no thanks''

She just smiled weirdly, answered normal questions and ten minutes later he left, she started feeling a headache then had a hard time breathing, it looked like she was having one of her normal panic attack and started seeing her worst nightmares, her tears just fell down so she left home and started running in the streets without even knowing where to go. she just wanted to feel free , she was just running with her fully teared eyes. nowhere to go, no destination, just running...running to forget, or to try to forget...She felt terrified when she thought that someone will know her story...eventually he had to know but...not now!