My attempts at shifting/Shifting stories (Dream SMP)

2 days of attempts (from what I remember)

Alright sooo, I had tried 2 days before making this book. It didn't work buut I'll still try. I was listening to 8d music for my very first try. 

First try: 

-I felt very heavy 

-It got hard to breath

-At one point I didn't feel the bed below me anymore

That is all that happened for my first try. The next day (yesterday) I did it multiple times which might have been a mistake buut oh well. They all had the same symptoms things as the ones listed below, I used a meditation things videos. It works nicely. 

-I felt I got heavier then last time

-I barely felt the bed under me at times 

-I started to visualize better

-It became hard to breath

The final one I did for that day though had a somewhat different effect thing that happened. It had the same things as the on above only I didn't feel the bed under me at all. My mind went completely blank, I visualized being lead through my bedroom door and through a portal and I ever so faintly smelled strawberries (Techno smells like strawberries in my dr) Even while writing this I can smell faint strawberries. I think I was closer then ever right then. But then an ad played and made me lose focus. That night I fell asleep trying the heartbeat method. Did not work. But I woke up super tired today. And all my muscles ache. I smell a small amount of fire too right now but ehh. I also developed a really bed headache today. My youtube recommendeds are starting to have a lot of shifting videos despite only watching one or two meditation videos. 

Are these signs or smth?  

Idk Imma go get water. 

Til next time! Bye!