Love and Loss

It's you or it

  *Matt's POV*

  "Oh my gosh! Congrats!" Kylie smiles and gives Nash a worried look, he gives it back.

  "That's great!" Nash says.

  "Matt?" Maggie snaps me out of thought.

  "Um yeah?"

  "Aren't you happy?"

  "No... I'm not..."

  "Matt!"

  "I'm sorry Maggie, but it's going to ruin our lives."

  "First of all it's a baby not an it! Second how is our baby going to ruin our lives?!"

  "Because Maggie we are to young! You can't handle... We can't handle... You know what never mind! I won't let this thing hurt you!"

  "Matt how would it hurt me you fucking ass hole?!" She screams at me.

  "You really want to know why?! Because the nurse talked to us when we came in, and she said they thought you were pregnant, and if you were it's you or it!" Tears rush into her eyes.

  "What do you mean?" Her voice shakes.

  "Maggie... your body can't handle feeding two people. The baby would get all the nutrition and you wouldn't get any and without it for 9 months you'll eventually... die." Kylie explains her voice cracking.

  "Maggie I can't loose you. It would be all my fault if you died." I sigh.

  "But it's our baby..." She cries.

  "Ms. Dillon?" The nurse walks in.

  "Yes?"

  "I'm sorry to tell you this but you are to weak to handle the baby because..."

  "I know why." Maggie interrupts.

  "Okay then in your situation I think an abortion would be the best and only option." Maggie's starts crying harder I wrap my arms around her.

  "That's the only option?" She grabs my hand.

  "I'm afraid so."

  "I guess I have to."

  "I'll go tell the doctor." She walks out.

  *Kylie's POV*

  I can't believe this is happening to her. All the shit she's been through now this. Nash squeezes my hand and I throw my arms around him. About 30 minutes later the doctor walks in and asks us to wait outside. We all give our support to her and we walk out the door.

  "We'll be right back Matt." Nash tells him and puts his arm around me as we walk to the elevator.

  "Are you okay?" I feel Nash's forehead.

  "I'm fine." He smiles.

  "Your heads really warm."

  "It's hot in here."

  "Sit down." I pull him to a couch in the waiting room.

  "Babe I'm fine I promise."

  "You don't look okay. You're pale and you're sweating. Here lay down put your head on my lap, get some rest." He puts his head on my lap and I run my hand through his hair.

  ************

  "Kylie." I open my eyes and see Cameron.

  "Uh hey. I fell asleep?"

  "Yeah."

  "Where's Nash?"

  "He's in the bathroom getting sick."

  "What? Why?" I get up and start walking to the single bathroom.

  "I don't know he's probably got the flu."

  "Poor baby... Hey Nash? You okay?" I say through the door.

  "No." He coughs.

  "Come out when you're ready and we'll go home."

  A couple mintues later he comes out and we go to tell Maggie we're leaving.

  "Here I picked this up from that store for you." Maggie sniffles and hands Nash something that I couldn't see.

  "Thank you." He puts it in his pocket.

  We walk out and go down the elevator. We get out and he stops me.

  "Kylie wait." He gets down on one knee I gasp.