Love and Loss

I Thought You Loved Me

*Nash's POV*

"Hayes is dead." I tell Kylie when she asks me what's wrong. I got a call from the police department saying he was found in the hotel bathroom dead.

"What? How?" She says in disbelief almost to the point of tears.

"Maggie's dad killed him! " I yell it startles Kylie.

"I'm so sorry Nash. This is all my fault. I shouldn't of ever came to New York if I didn't Hayes would still be here."

"You know what it is your fault Kylie! Get out I hate you!" I scream I regret it right as I say it. She couldn't hold back the tears anymore she started to ball. "Kylie I didn't mean that..."

"I thought you loved me Nash." She manages to say threw the tears.

"Kylie I do I'm..." Is all I managed to say before she grabbed her keys and ran out the door. "Kylie come back please!" I say running after her Matt opens the door and grabs my arm. "Kylie!" I yell again with tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry." I whisper.

"Dude what's going on?" Matt asks as I stand there crying harder then I ever have.

"Hayes is dead and I just told Kylie that I hated her and that it was all her fault that this happened!" I ball Matt's eyes start to tear up.

"I'm sorry about Hayes we will all miss him so much, but you have to make it up to her. It's not her fault Nash." When Matt says this Cameron comes running around the corner and pushes me up against the wall.

"What the hell Nash! What's your problem! Why would you do that to Kylie she didn't do anything to you!  She was trying to make you feel better and then you act like an asshole to her!" Cameron screams I've never seen him act like this before. Maggie walks out of the room when she hears the screaming.

"What's going on?!" Maggie interrupts.

"And wanna know something else?!" Cameron yells ignoring Maggie. I don't answer because I'm gonna find out either way. "It's her birthday! Wanna know where shes going now!? To Maggie's fathers hotel because you made her feel like shit!" My heart sinks as he says this.

"No she can't be no!" I say pushing Cameron off me and running to my car. I get in and drive as fast as I can to the hotel.

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I pull into the parking lot and start running to the hotel. I stop when I see two ambulances pulling away and a police car parked out front.

"What happened?" I ask the cop shaking.

"There was a man who started beating this girl in the hotel."

"How old was the girl? What did she look like?"

"Like 17 and brown hair blue eyes maybe about 5'3. She said something about some kid named Nash and that she was sorry. Why?" I fall to my knees and start to cry hard. The cop gets out of the car. "Hey hey are you ok? Did you know her?"

"I hate myself!" I sob.

"Tell me what happened?!"

"Can you drive me to the hospital and I'll tell you on the way there?"

"Sure get in." He says opening the passenger door. I get in and tell him everything that happened.

"Wow... I'm sorry about that. She told me to tell you she loved you and she was sorry. It's like she knew you would come back." I was silent the rest of the ride. We pull into the hospital and I go up to Kylie's room. I walk in and see Maggie sitting on a chair next to the hospital bed holding Kylie's hand crying, Matt is standing behind Maggie tracing small circles on her back, and Cameron is laying in the hospital bed next to Kylie.

"Cameron?!" I say jealousy building up inside me.