'Why didn't you say anything?' He whispered and I had to open my eyes, I bit my lip and moved a little closer so we were nearly pressed against each other but there was still space, his fingers now moving up and down my back.
'I was scared. I don't want to lose you, so if I couldn't have you like this then I'd torture myself with just being friends.' His hand flattened out against my back and pulled me flush against him.
'I'm sorry I took so long to get it together.' He whispered and I could feel my hands shaking as I held his face. I'd always wanted to hold his face, reach out and touch it just because I could, and now I can. I leant forward and kissed him, his hand pulling me into him again and he kissed me back. I let my hands snake around his neck and he rolled on top of me. His hand reached down and lifted my leg so he could slide between them, his hand slipping into the leg of my boxers and I felt like the world was spinning.
'Abel.' I moaned and I felt his teeth scrape my neck before his chest rumbled.
'Say my name again.' He said as he kissed my neck, his hand reaching into my pants and I flinched.
'Abel!' He growled out and I shivered when I felt something else against my cock and it wasn't his hand. I looked down to see the head of his cock pressed against mine as he pulled on the both of us. 'Abel.' I whimpered as I threw my head back into the pillows, my hips involuntarily bucking into his hand and he grunted out.
We finished, me a wreathing mess under Abel as he held himself above me, face still in my neck as he tried to steady his breathing. Abel pulled up and sat on his knees between my legs.
'Shower.' He ordered before getting off the bed and pulling me out across the hall to the bathroom. He got under the water with me and I washed his chest and back quietly before we swapped and he rubbed my chest and back over. He was quite cuddly in the morning, pulling me back against his chest as we stood under the water after washing. I liked this side of him even if he wasn't talking still.
'What is this?' I asked as we got dressed in my room, I passed him some new boxer briefs and he pulled his basketball shorts out, I gave him a plain white tee. He'd never ever staid over before, not even when we were kids so this was all new for the both of us.
'What do you mean?' He asked and I looked down at the shirt in my hands before pulling it on.
'Are we dating? Are we just messing around-'
'We're a couple. Exclusively.' He ordered firmly and I smiled as I closed my draw. He didn't want to see other people, that made me happy and he wasn't wanting to just mess around, it was us, Exclusively...
'Okay.'
'Can we keep the couple stuff in private though? I'm not a big person on public displays.' He said and I nodded, I didn't mind. No one ever questioned him on anything so I doubt they'd question this.
We went down stairs and I started cooking breakfast while he looked over the messages he'd had from his dad.
'My dad's pissed, I have to go.' He said and I looked at him sadly, we'd finally gotten our shit together enough to figure out we wanted to be together and he had to leave right away? 'I'm sorry, are you working tonight?' I shook my head.
'Mac gave me the weekend off because of how hard he's worked me over the holidays.' Abel nodded.
'Do you want to go to the movies then?'
'Like... a date?' I asked and he took a deep breath before nodding. 'Yeah. That sounds nice.' I smiled down at the frying pan as I made the bacon.
'I have to go, I'll text you when I'm done, look at what you might want to watch.' I nodded and he headed up stairs to get his things. I pulled the toast out and made a bacon sandwich, heading to the door as he came down the stairs. I was nervous, I wanted to kiss him, am I allowed? His hand snaked around my waist and he pulled me forward, kissing me before opening the door, taking the sandwich and walking out. I closed the door and smiled. He was amazing.
It was six pm when Abel messaged me and I showered and got ready to go out. He knocked on the door and I looked at him surprised, he was still in his work gear, but he had a busted lip.
'Hey, what's wrong? Are you okay?' He stepped inside and closed the door.
'I just need to shower and then we can go.' He said and I nodded following him up the stairs and into the bathroom. He was quiet as he started pulling his work jacket off and then the rest of his clothes. I sat on the basin and watched him carefully.
'What happened to your lip?' I asked and he shook his head.
'Don't want to talk about it.' I bit my lip and looked down at my hands. I heard him turn the shower off and I looked up.
'I don't want to go out anymore.' I said and he stopped half way through putting his towel around his waist.
'I'm sorry.' He muttered and I bit my lip. 'My dad and I got into a fight and he hit me, that's why my lip is split.' I felt this sadness take over, like darkness was wrapping around my heart.
'Did you fight because of me?' I asked and I felt the tears rising. He kept quiet and I swallowed before sliding down from the basin and heading back to my room.
'Cain, this isn't your fault.' I started taking my clothes off.
'You and your dad fought because of me. It is my fault.'
'It wasn't because of you.' I pulled my sweats on and a jumper.
'It was, I don't want to come between you and your dad Abel-'
'You're not, my dad and I haven't been on good terms in a long time okay, don't think this is about you. It's just an excuse for him, so get dressed so we can go out.' I shook my head and looked down.
'I don't want to go out.' I mumbled and he rubbed his eyes before pinching the bridge of his nose.
'Cain, just put your clothes back on so we can go out, I'll take you to the movies and dinner, it's supposed to be a proper date.' I shook my head and he groaned out. 'Cain, it's supposed to be our first date, so put your clothes back on, so we can go out.' He said walking over and reaching for the clothes I'd laid out on the top of the draws.
