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'I wanted to kill him, when I was on top of him, I wanted to punch him so hard that he would have brain damage.' I watched him carefully. 'I have this anger in me, I get so angry, all the time. I try so hard to make sure you don't see it, but I...' He moved his hand to cover his face. 'I was so mad at you when I saw you flirting with that kid, I was fucking furious, I wanted to really hurt him.' I looked at him worried, this anger, this wanting to hurt someone when he's angry, that scares me.

'I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you so mad, I hadn't even really planned on flirting with him, he was just this cute kid, so nice and kind even though we were on opposite teams. Do you want to know something?' I asked quietly as I let my fingers play with the neck of his shirt.

'What's that?' He seemed calmer now and I smiled before kissing his jaw and laying my head down on his shoulder.

'I don't think I could have ever dated anyone other than you, I flirt and I tease but you've always been the one and I think I would have waited eternity until you accepted me.' I felt him take a deep breath and I closed my eyes.

'I was such an angry kid, I thought for sure you would never want to be friends with me, the moment I saw you walk in you were so bright and shiny like you glowed it was insane, I thought for sure you were going to want to stay away from me but I was the first person you ran to when you looked over everyone. I didn't understand what I was feeling when I was five, but I knew that I was always angry and that I never wanted you to see me like that. So I keep quiet, lock that part of me away, but Kai... if he had have done anything more to you I don't think the teachers could have stopped me from killing him.'

I moved up and kissed his neck before putting my head there. He is a dark guy, I've always known that, he's always had a dark cloud around him and that never worried me until now, because as he said. I'd never seen him like that, I'd never seen him fight someone else, I knew he got into fights when we were apart but I've never seen him look so enraged and violent like that, even in football he's calculated and smart. We talked about it a little more before he wanted to stop, he said he didn't want me to see him like that ever again, I told him to shut his stupid head and I'd see him every which way until there were no more ways left. He grunted and rolled his eyes before we went down stairs to make dinner and watch a movie. We ended up falling asleep on the couch together and at midnight when Abel's alarm went of so he could wake me up because he was nervous about me sleeping we wandered up stairs to go to sleep but I was groggy, and horny and seduced my sexy boyfriend into having sex with me. Mum wasn't home so I could moan about as much as I wanted, Abel even getting a little louder than the first time. We got up and showered in the morning, I made breakfast and we headed out to the truck, Abel was trying to do his homework during breakfast so he was eating as he drove this time.

The week moved by slowly, but Abel staid at my place most of the week, he went home Wednesday night because he said his dad was throwing a fit but came back to get me Thursday morning to take me to the hospital to get the stiches out of my head.

'Ah concussion boy.' I frowned at the male doctor that walked over. 'I see your black eyes are nearly gone.' I did not like this man at all.

'Who are you and what do you want?' I asked moving across the bed away from him.

'I'm going to be taking your stitches out.'

'No, no I don't want you, I want the other doctor, the lady doctor.' I said nearly climbing Abel as the man turned and looked at me.

'Well sorry to disappoint but she is away today, you get me.'

'No, I don't want you, can you get my mum? I don't want you.' He looked at me a little annoyed.

'Just let me take your stitches out and you can go-' I jumped off the bed and Abel pushed me behind him.

'He said he doesn't want you to do it, so don't touch him.' The male doctor looked pissed before storming off, Abel got one of the nurses to get my mum and she came over. The male doctor watched her before coming over as well.

'Veronika, finally, can you talk this kid into letting me take his stitches out? He's throwing a tantrum.'

'I don't want him to do it, I want the other doctor, Mum I don't want him.' Mum looked at me sympathetically and I watched the male doctor look shocked at my mum.

'This is your kid?' He asked and she nodded with a smile.

'This is my son, Cain sweetheart, Dr Rhoads is not here today, Dr Maze is going to take your stitches out.'

'No I don't... mum I don't want him to do it.'

'Why baby?'

'I just don't, please, can't you do it? Or one of the nurses?'

'Sweetheart, I promise you, Dr Maze is a good doctor, he won't do anything to hurt you.' I looked at her panicked.

'Hey.' I looked up at Abel as he gripped my hand. 'I'm here okay, it'll take five minutes, we can do this and then go. I'll hold your hand and everything, if your mum says he's good then he's got to be okay at least, so let's do it okay?' I gripped his forearm with my freehand and nodded. I tried to stay calm but I really didn't want him to do it. 'Hey, what's this crying about?' He whispered and I looked up at him. 'Don't cry okay?' Abel wiped the tears away.

'There we go, done.' Maze said and I pushed my head into Abel's chest trying to stop crying. 'Your head is fine so you can play football tomorrow, just be very careful not to get into any more fights okay? Your head might be healed but taking another knock that bad could bruise your brain.' I nodded not looking at him, my mum touched his arm and he gave a tight smile before walking away.

'See sweetheart, Dr Maze wasn't that bad, and you're going to be able to play in the football game tomorrow.' I was still gripping onto Abel's arm for dear life as I watched Maze constantly look back over here, specifically at my mother and I.

'Why is he still watching us?' I asked and mum looked over, Maze quickly looking down at his clipboard.

My mum was quiet and I looked at her looking at him before she looked back at me.

'Are you dating him?' I asked and her head whipped back to me.

'What? No, I... no.' I looked at her with a frown for a long time.

'I don't like being lied to.' I said standing up and moving closer to Abel.

'Sweetheart-'

'No, are you dating him or not?' She looked nervous.

'We've been on a few dates yes.' My chest felt weird and I frowned down at my feet.

'Why didn't you tell me? I tell you everything.' I muttered looking up at her, was I hurt? My mum knew that I loved Abel, she knew everything, and she never even mentioned Maze, not once, not even there's this handsome doctor at work. Nothing.

'I was going to tell you tomorrow after the game, I didn't think you'd meet like this, or have a reaction to him like that-' I stepped back and Abel held me steady.

'I have to go to school.' Abel squeezed my hand as we went and I tried to wrap my head around everything.

'Are you okay?' I nodded as he drove us to school, I sat alone in my classes thinking about it. I was mad at her, she never mentioned him and I reacted like that when I met him, he's a jerk too. 

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