He's just different

Boys (pg7)

Josh is awake and your still asleep his hand is on your head and then the rest is the same position as when you fell asleep

JOSHS POV

Klaus: you really like her
Me: no one said I like her
They all look at me
Me: what
Caroline: come on everyone knows you like her
Me: I can't like her she's klaus and Anthony's sister and she's like proper famous I'm tiktok/YouTube famous. Besides who said she likes me what if she secretly hates me obviously she dosent like me who likes me I'm josh no one likes me
Caroline: you know josh you should keep your head up high you never know how she feels about you
Me: do you know
Caroline: no she won't even tell me if she likes you or not or if she's hoping to stay friends or not she hasn't spoken to me about you at all whenever I try to speak about you she becomes plain like she dosent have energy with her answers
Me: what does she say
Caroline: so maybe I'm like "hey what do you think about Josh" she would say "nothing" "ok um he totally likes you" "k" she just looses all her energy
Me: maybe I should stop trying and stay out of her life
I remove my hand from her head and I'm about to remove my hand from her waist but she puts it back and goes back to her sleeping position. That makes my heart completely melt
Anthony: honestly
Caroline: I think she's interested in you
I smile and then I hear someone come through her window and it's Damon and Stefan
Damon: what a suprise
Stefan: we were meant to scare her
Damon: but wow you guys are sleeping in the same bed was she good
Me: we just slept we didn't f*ck
Stefan: yea I don't think she would f*ck you first time sleeping with her
Me: exactly
Damon: so did we miss anything
Caroline: no not really
Damon: josh you need to learn some things
Me: like
Damon: every guy needs to know how to you know
Noah: you mean like grab their beck seductively and slam them against the wall
Damon: exactly
Me: I know how to do that
All: do you tho
Me: yes I do!
Damon: try on me come on
Me: put I don't want to wake her up
Klaus: it's ok I'll just sit there instead of you
I get up carefully and klaus replaces me doing everything but holding her waist
Damon: practice
Me: well
I scratch the back of my head
Quinton: we can teach you
Caroline: Damon and Stefan and klaus do it best they have experience from tvd
Stefan: ok well obviously you have to practice slamming her on the wall
Me: right
Stefan: then you add the hand try on Damon
I do it but I'm not power ful enough
Damon: more force and grab her neck tighter
Me: won't that hurt?
Damon: trust me she likes it
Jaden: thought she was innocent
Stefan: your thoughts must be messed up
We laugh
I put more force and grab his neck tighter
Damon: he's a good learner fast quick of the mark
Me: I mean
I flex
Damon: but it wouldn't take her a second to flip you you have to make a fence around her put your arm and keep your body close to hers
I do that with Damon
Damon: wow that hurt
Caroline: good it will turn her on
Me: are you sure
Caroline: positive
Damon: then you just have to do it out of your brain but you wanna be hot while your doing it
Blake: ooooo maybe you could do it shirtless
Klaus: my sister just reminding ya'll
Blake: that will most likely turn her on
Caroline: when you do things like that josh does your voice change like really really hot and a little deep but not too deep
Me: yea?
Caroline: She's all yours
She squeals
Me: great now can I go back to sleep
Klaus is just getting up
You: KLAUS
We all kind of jump
You: WHY ARE YOU WAKING ME UP
You go on your elbows

End of POV

You stand yourself up by putting all your weight on your elbows
You: why are you all in my room
Your morning voice is is really hot
Jaden: completely off topic but your morning voice is hot
Everyone stares at him
Jaden: we were all thinking it
Everyone laughs
Damon: well me and Stefan were meant to scare you but then we found everyone here
Klaus: hey we need to go to the shops because some people messed up the kitchen last night
He looks at you and Caroline
You: how did you- never mind
You lay back down
Anthony: GET UP YOU HAVE ACTING TO DO TODAY
You: no I don't what r you talking abt
Anthony: have you not seen your messages
You: no
You open your phone and read messages
You: it's at like 11:30 it's 10:45 I'll be fine
Caroline: NO GO GET DRESSED AND ME AND YOU WILL GO
You groan and kick the cover of you then you go do your morning routine and change
Caroline: so have you met the guy your starring with
You: no
Caroline: you might want to because I heard that there will be some different scenes if you know what I mean
You: ooooo exciting
Josh: surely you don't mean inappropriate scenes
You: precisely what she meant
Klaus: and you think your going alone nope we are coming with you
Bryce: it would be fun to watch some new show live
Everyone agrees and you all leave the house
Caroline nudges you: I think he's the guy
You look in the direction she is
You: I mean he's not my type but he's fine
You shrug
Caroline: do you think tha-
You: yes
Anthony: we are gonna sit on the couch while u finish
You nod and go up to your manager with Caroline
Y/m: so that's the guy your gonna be with
You look at him
You: ok
Y/m: are you not excited
You: well duh but brothers
She nods
Caroline: WELL IM EXCITED
You: your so freaking loud
Y/m: can you guys sit on the sofa
Everyone sits on the couch but you and Caroline don't bc your speaking with your manager
Y/m: well here's the script
You read through the first few lines
You: how come the first scenes are s*x scenes
Y/m: it's intros
You: right
Y/m: here he comes
You are whispering with Caroline and he walks up to you
???: so I'm guessing you saw the script
You nod
???: I had the same reaction as you but not that I see who it's with I'm fine
You: cool
???: my name is Charlie
You: Katherine
Charlie: nice so you ready
You: sure
Charlie: hey can I have your number
You: why
Charlie: we're in a movie together
You: oh right
You put your number in his phone
Charlie: thx
You: no problem
Charlie: so how we gonna do this
You start walking towards the part where u will act and Charlie comes with you
You: so let's just like
You speak to him about it and both put ideas in
Charlie: wanna practice
Y/m: obvi Caroline is gonna be in there with me bc she yo bestieeeee
You both laugh
Charlie: well my name is Charlie in the acting but Carlos in real life
You: right I'm Katherine in real life and tessa in the acting?
Caroline and your manager go
Carlos whispers against your neck
Carlos: hope you enjoy the scenes
You: I don't like you
You smile at him and walk away to Caroline
You: one sec
You pull Caroline away for a second
You: he's acting really suspicious and he's annoying me
Caroline: weird
You: I know right?!?
Caroline: let's just ignore it and if he acts up then we can say something
You nod and you both sit down and talk
Carlos: come on tessa we have acting to do
He pulls you away
You mouth to Caroline: I TOLD YOU
Y/m: ok so we're gonna have the intro starting with you guys just straight out flirting it's gonna be like Carlos your gonna like slam her against the wall by her throat and make yourself really close to her then slowly start talking to what was said on your script
He nods
???: tape one scene one action
Carlos slams you against the wall and his hand is on your neck his other arm is on your waist and his face is cm away from yours
Charlie: so your saying you don't enjoy this
You: maybe I do maybe I don't
Charlie: tessa look at me
Your eyes move to his eyes
Charlie: maybe we should take it to another level
He smirks
You: what if I don't want too
Charlie: then your gonna be missing out
You: on what
Charlie: this amazing body
Josh is staring at the scene and everyone is staring at josh wanting to know what his next move will be
Charlie: what's your next move
You whisper: well if your gonna do something you might aswell start
He smirks and starts kissing you
???: CUT
Y/m: ok that's the first try and the last try it was really good
You guys film the rest of the movie then your finally finished and you go out with Caroline
Carlos: hey that was a quick movie
You: it's 2 hours long iv been stuck with you for 10 HOURS
Carlos: jeez someone's mad
You: YES IM MAD BECAUSE YOUR JUST HORNY AND IM NOT AND I DONT LIKE YOU
Carlos chuckles
Carlos: how do you know
You look down and up
He turns a little red
Carlos: you can help me with that
You: I'm not a stripper sorry
You get in the car
Carlos: your hard to get
You: your just never gonna get me
You put the window back up
The boys come in the car and it's silent for the whole ride josh seems a little angry and it's not a awkward silence but not a comfortable one.
Klaus: so what we gonna do now
Anthony: well maybe we should give Katherine and Caroline some time alone in the house
Caroline: actually I want to move out that house and buy a house with Katherine
You: let's do that then but like you should keep that house too
Caroline: yea
You: cool let's go home and look for some houses?
Caroline: I want it too be modern and it needs to have like 5/6 rooms
You: most houses have 3/4
Caroline: we're gonna find one with 5/6
You: okay then?
Jaden: why do you need a house with 5/6 rooms
Caroline stutters
You: because one room if for sleeping one for sleepovers one for storage one for outfits and that one for modelling there are reason
Caroline mouths: thanks
You smile then finally get home
Caroline: I'm just gonna buy new cloth and leave my old cloth here
You: same
Caroline: well can you guys leave now I need to talk to el
Bryce: who's el
Caroline: ka-
You: her friend
Josh looks at you suspiciously
Josh: you know I need to talk to your Katherine
You: do you tho
Josh looks at you
You: let's talk
He grabs your arm and pulls you to the stairs
You: why are we going upsta-
Josh looks at you again and you go quite as he pulls you back upstairs
Blake whispers: I want to hear this
They all slowly follow and josh pushes you into the room and slams the door
You: well ow?!?
Josh's eyes turn dark
You nervously laugh
You: why are your eyes dark
Josh: you wanna find out
You: well not rea-
He grabs you by your neck and slams you against the wall he makes his body close to yours and puts his arm on your waist gripping tight he grips on your neck tight you feel the need to moan but you hold it in by biting your tongue
You manage to say: why are you mad at me
Josh: oh hunny I'm not mad at you
He pauses
Josh: I'm furious
You: but I didn't do anything
Josh: you did but you just don't know what it was
You nod
Josh: you have to be more careful around boys
You: why?
Josh: it's not a q & a
You: is that gonna make you more mad
It goes silence
You. Or should I say furious
You don't speak for a few seconds
You: why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why wh-
Josh pushes on your neck harder and grabs your waist tighter
You: so your just gonna use your hands and not talk
You know what your doing and you know it's annoying him
Josh: like I said be careful around boys I'm a boy
You: or are you a girl
Josh: you want me to show you
You: no
Josh: so BE QUIET
You mutter: geez someone's on his period
Josh: what did you say
You: should've heard
Josh squeezes your neck tighter
You: you know your really hurting me
Josh: good that should teach you a lesson
You: you know if I tell e-
Josh: klaus won't do anything or Anthony or Damon or Stefan
You: I'm not talking about them
Josh: then who are you talking about
You: Elijah, Tyler, kol-
Josh: and they are
You: that dosent matter for now
Josh: tell me
You: like I said that dosent matter
Josh: don't play games with me
You: I'll do what I want
Josh: you can do that with other boys but not with me when I want something I get it
You decide to give him a break and stop talking
Josh: now all I'm gonna say is be careful around boys hopefully you know what I mean
He lets go of you and sits on the bed
You look in the mirror and see marks from his hands on your neck
You: thanks for the marks
Josh: any time
You roll your eyes
Josh: it should let people know not to touch you
You push him of the bed and lay down on the bed you cover yourself and try to fall asleep
Josh gets up and sits on the bed he holds your waist and head and makes sure your close to him in seconds you fall asleep and the boys come in the room with Caroline
Caroline: her neck?
Josh: you don't wanna see that
Jaden: did you press that hard
Josh: to be fair I was pretty mad
Caroline: still don't know why
Josh: nor does she
He looks at you
Josh: but if you really want to see her neck I can show you
They all nod and he pulls the cover of your neck a little and they see the red marks of his hands
Damon: damn
Klaus: she must have made you pretty angry
Josh nods
Anthony: care to explain
Josh: I didn't like her and that guy close to each other and I didn't like that she didn't do anything about it and I didn't like the fact then when she was leaving he went to speak to her and I don't like the fact that her number is in his phone.
Caroline: she did do something about it you idiot!
Josh: really what did she do
Caroline: he asked her to f*ck she said no and he asked her to blow him and she said no!
Josh's eyes widen
Anthony: but our Katherine would take a opportunity
Caroline: I know! I was shocked too!
Josh: so I literally just strangled her for no reason
Caroline nods
Josh: well at least now someone won't come near her