Coraline

Together again?

It's been months since I've seen her. My closest companion. Distance hasn't been much of an issue in our situationship, should I forget about her? Or keep going? Are the questions I ask myself at times. Why throw away months of bonding because of a thousand miles?

My emotions were growing weak, my yearn to see her once again was on full overload. Even the drugs wouldn't calm the anxiety. Hanging with the boys and keeping up with my hobbies was the only thing keeping my mental state in check.

The annoying sound of my phone alarm woke me up for a new day but the same old routine. Blasting music from the emo genre through my speakers was my go to routine every morning. The neighbors complained but I didn't care, it was just a way for me to cope. I got all ready and suited up for my mid morning class. Nothing special at all really. There will always be cuter girls around they say but the question is "will we be able to have a strong bond?" I wasn't the type to go around looking for females with the "perfect body." It was all about personality for me and that's what my mates didn't get. Heading back to my apartment since lectures was over, the feeling of loneliness crept in. "Ah, it's just going to be me chilling in my room all day." I thought. At least I'd have her company over the phone. Closer and closer as I reached my lonely lair my phone rang. It was her calling. I picked up and she got straight to the point. She's on her way to my apartment! Excitement and adrenaline rushed through my body. My room was a mess and she was one of the few girls that didn't care at all what it looked like.

My best friend as we jokingly refer to ourselves, was coming to see me in like forever. Minutes later I'm on my balcony looking out for her at the entrance but I don't see her. She calls to tell me that she's there but where? I got frustrated and stormed downstairs and what do you know, she was also storming up the staircase. Our conversation started off as a heated one but broke down in less than 5 seconds tops. You can never really stay mad at the one you say you love. We hugged for like 3 minutes but who's counting? And she walked me to my room, yes, you read that right. We talked for hours and fondled with each other, emotions began rising to the max, chills running down my spine, my hand once again caressing that beautiful face and running my long fingers down her curly hair. She's so beautiful and I tell her that every time I see her.

Seated across the bed facing one another with our legs crossed, she asks me "how's my love life?" And I noticed her happy face turn into a sad and disappointed one. What did I say wrong?